== ++My Diary++==

Kindergarten Day

2012-02-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

A 6 years old little boy told me that his dad stole his mum money, ran to penang and never come back anymore. Gosh. =( my poor wei hao. how can this happen to an innocent little boy like him...

Unusual Dream

2012-02-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

Had a nap after a tiring work.

Then, someone enter my dream. It was a man. LOL. He was not my dad, not my boyfriend and not even someone near me.

In my dream, my dad found his long lost brother at Hong Kong. So, if my dad found a bro, that man will be my uncle. And the 'uncle' i dream of is........

The guy above is a Hong Kong actor Miu Kiu Wai. Haha.

Well, in my dream, i talk to him.

Come and think about it, he do look like my dad, tall, big size and dark and quite handsome. haha

Its just a dream anyway. ~~But it will be nice too if he really is my uncle.~~ hahaha =p

Unfair-ness

2012-02-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

My parents always think my bro and sis were not as great as me, so even my sis get a pass at exam they think she is brilliant. Whereas i work freaking hard for a first class honours they think its normal and said owh, really?. =( Well, who cares huh. I know i am good and will keep it up. Jun Yee is the cleverest girl in my heart.My parents really unfair la.

Quotes from Warren Buffer

2012-02-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

On Earning : Never depend on single income. Make investment to create a second source.

On Spending : If you buy things you do not need, soon you will have to sell things you need.

On Savings: Do not save what is left after spending, but spend what is left after saving.

On Taking Risk : Never test the depth of river with both the feet.

On Investment: Do not put all eggs in one basket.

On Expectation: Honesty is a very expensive gift. Do not expect it from cheap people.

My Horrible Scar

2012-02-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

Great. Now i can be like Harry Potter who live with a scar forever. Like him, his scar allow him to connect to Voldermort while my scar allow me to connect to that lat jiu pan mee. =x. That is my right hand, you find scar at my tummy and right leg too. !@#$%^&*(!!!

My 20th present

2012-02-03T20:38:00.003+08:00

This is the second time i do it. The last both of us completed it and this time i do it all by myself in 3 days =p. Ta-da! Pluto, pluto girl friend, mickey, minnie, donald, daisy with beauty and the beast, alladin, 101 dalmations, cinderella, mermaid, lady and tramp, snow white, sleeping beauty, aritocat, peter pan, bambi, alice and wonderland and dumbo. All my favourite character in Disney is here.

By the way, this is my last year birthday present given by sheng yik. =)

Chinese New Year Day 8

2012-02-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

Back to work.My burnt hand start to turn black and getting itchy these days. Gosh.

Chinese New Year Day 6

2012-01-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

Wee. Today not bad. We went aunt house bai nian. Finally can wear my dress out. Lol. Bought that for months and have no chance to try it. Oh ya, I am having a baby cousin nephew next month.(I think) Then later go Sunway Pyramid. Their decoration quite nice. Like going mini Zhang Jia Jie. Then we ate Sushi Zanmai. Its the third time we ate japanese food this week. That place once past seven pm you can forget about it thanks to the queue. The last time we went to Sushi Zanmai, we actually waited for an hour ++. @@. The food is really nice. 3.8 stars.Then i go shop with mum. After buying 2 pieces of dress and a shirt, i dont feel like buying anything related to clothes for now. Haha. Blister at my right hand(Thanks to hot boiling soup) accidentaly got poked. Quite pain and geli. >< This year, I wanna buy a new spec (been saying this since last year), a new set of mahjong and a set of narnia books. Been shopping whole night but cant any of this at Sunway though. Narnia and Mahjong totally unavailable. Spec dont have any that suit me aka suit mum. I cant choose at all, all spec also ok with me. Mum, like me, cant choose too, all spec does not suit her. Overall, today quite happy la. =)

Disaster

2012-01-27T20:30:00.004+08:00

Went to a restaurant called chilli pan mee at USJ.
He took a tray with 6 bowls of hot soup.
Upon serving, he splash the whole bowl of soup at me.
It was so pain. I screamed and cried.

He guide me to the toilet and said that is so embarrassing to cried.
She came in and said why i did not avoid and i should avoid.
Truth is the place was so crowded, there is totally no space to avoid.
Truth is the soup was burning hot and splash to my whole right hand and whole right part of body.
Truth is i cried and scream because i am really pain.

They continue eating while i suffer and cried at a public toilet.
I was angry. I use all my strength to hit the owner for his negligence.
If a soup is beside me, i will throw the whole bowl of soup at him.
No one apologize until i shout at the owner.
He said his worker did not meant it and finally open his golden mouth to said i am sorry.

It was still pain.
I started to worried.
Worried it may leave a scar.
I said i wanted to go clinic.
Another she and he said we have not finished our bowl angrily.

Anyway, i went to a clinic beside the restaurant with her.
She put an icy wet towel at the injured part.
Seeing my whole hand injured,she gave me an injection at my butt.
Freaking pain, cant even sit.
Then she put some burning cream and ask me dont cry.
Later, she gave me a pain killer medicine and antibiotic with another pain cream and burning cream.
All in Rm65.

Went back home.
The pain was slightly relieved.
I find a spot that give the strongest signal to call him.
He listen and console and suddenly a question pop out.
Its your fault or worker fault?
I got so angry and slammed the phone.
What the hell.
It is the worker fault, they busy serving customer and did not look what at they doing.
Plus the table was so crowded and he put the tray near me.
And i swear what i said is true.
Even its not his fault, is it the right time to ask?
Seconds later, he called back and apologized.

I cried until i got tired and slept for hours.
And there goes my day.
Happy Chinese New Year Day 5.

Future accommodation

2012-01-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

My new year did not went as smooth as others. There are lots of unfinished business left behind since 2011. I make a promise earlier january this year with God that if he make miracle happen, I promise I will love myself more. Not only did miracle happen, but miracleSSS happened. Now it is time for me to fulfill what i had promised.

First thing, I will let the problem that trouble me the most to be solved according to my heart.

And the one that troubled me the most is accommodation. I am from Kuantan and I am studying at a place called KL. (Kuantan to KL is reallly faaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrr, almost 3 to 4 hours by car ) Since 17 years old, I left my home for national service, after that within a few months i am off to study at Taylor and lived alone at a girl unit apartment. After completed my A-level, i go to a place called Sunway University for Accounting and Finance and this time sis and sheng yik followed along and we had completed our first year there. This whole journey took me 3 years. This also means that I had left home for 3 long years.3 long years is like 3 century to me. Somehow I got tired this year especially tired with staying at hostel or anywhere outside my house. I just got tired. I wanted to go home this year. My mum bought a house decades ago at a place called USJ (15 minutes to Sunway if no jam) and i wanted to stay there, not at hostel anymore. Yet no one seem to support me.

Supposedly, technically, or previously, i stay at Sunway hostel with my sis and Sheng Yik which in my parents eye it is the safest building on earth and its the nearest building to school and in my friends eye, it is a well equip expensive luxury hostel. But if i followed my heart, i want to quit that place and i hope to moved back to USJ.

Dad : Security in Sunway is better They got Olympic size swimming pool.
Me (Keep in heart) : For heaven sake, who on earth stole my shoe then?!! Which men was speaking outside an my unit in the morning? Their security is just as dangerous as bank. Can get rob and raped anytime. I had totally lost all the conidence to Sunway management. And how often i swim la.zZz.

Mum: Ok ark. You want stay then stay lor. As long you got a car and Sheng Yik become your bodyguard.
Me(Keep in heart) : My mum is famous of saying yes first and think of a brilliant excuse to reject you the next day.

Sis: Huh, stay at Usj a, need wake up earlier lor. And how to go Sunway Pyramid if stay at USJ.
P/S: My sis is getting used to waking up at 8 when classes start at 8.30. If we stay at USJ, we need to wake at 7 and start driving before 8.
Me(Keep in heart) : ................................... speechless

Bro: Dont understand anything at all.
Me(Keep in heart) : ..............well, he is just 16. At least he know i go to Sunway though.

Sheng Yik: Very mafan de la like that. Need travel everyday. Very tired de. And the car need petrol and maintenance.
Me (Keep in heart): WTH!!! Scare travel scare tired sleep at lecture hall better la.

Everyone asked why i got thinner and look paler etc.
If i said its because i had took 3 years to explore the world and i got really tired and i wanted to go home very much, will you believe me?
If you dont believe me, why bother to asked?

I am sick with signing ridiculous unfair contract with money minded landlord,
I am sick with the outside world,
I wanted to become like my twin cousin, like wei chien and like chak wei who stay at USJ too and can travel to uni from their home.

I feel sorry for myself.

Written in tears,
Jun Yee.

Blogger setting changed?

2012-01-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

Well, google definitely change something to the blog. I want to redesign and redecorate my blog to welcome chinese new year. Sort of start something new but argh they had change some parts and i have no idea how to change my blog now. I am not an IT expert la. ><

Red Paper Cutting

2012-01-20T21:43:00.001+08:00

I realised i always had trouble thinking of a title for my blog. zZz

Anyway, today is the last day the kindergarten open before chinese new year holiday. So we did not teach much and just let them play puzzles, colouring and do some cutting by one of the teacher there. Fuiyo,she can make a A3 paper size dragon and a "fu" word. Took her a few hours and some few days to finish that.

Those posted above are all my own 'hard' work. =D. I dont have much patience like my colleague la. All those above finished within 5 minutes. Look rather untidy but i think also considered not bad la lol.At least i give myself 3 star haha. .

Oh ya, the secret to it is not how you cut, its how you fold =)

First Job

2012-01-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

Ta-da! My first wishlist was achieved. I managed to find my first ever job and i just got my salary last week. haha.Working as a kindergarten teacher. Salary not that high although sis tink it was rather high. It was a fun job as i have great passion to kids. Basicly i work in the morning nap at noon and read harry potter at night. Life's good.

Oh ya, next week is chinese New Yea!! Now really like Chinese New Year la (quite noisy and too much food wasted)but its one of the only event that bring family together. It will be a meaningful week you see. So i am definitely looking forward to it.

Tata,

2012!!! =D

2012-01-03T23:08:00.001+08:00

Brad new year!! Firstly, need to do some reflection. =)

My 2011 resolution :

~~1. Get good marks for degree and get a first class honour grade~~ (So far i got 70 above ngek =p)
2. Earn at least rm5000 with my or our bare hand (Earn more than 10k thanks to the scholarship)
~~3. Get a new grade for piano~~
4. Study or learn at least 3 different things which is unrelated to my career (maybe music,art, history,psychology)
~~5. Get to know more friends especially friends from different fields and keep in touch with old friends~~
~~6. My relationship with all my loves one can be improve~~

Not bad. 5 out of 6 is done.

So my 2012 resolution will be,

1. Get a part time job!!! I never taste a part time job before =x

2. Learn 3 wonderful / favourite piano pieces

3. Fight for my right whenever i got bullied : especially to SUNWAY HOSTEL MANAGEMENT.

4. Got a harmony relationship with love one and friends

5. Maintain 1st class honours

6. Finish all nancy drew game

7. Participate in any business related competition (bns plan, marketingplan, tax challenge etc)

8. Read something else besides Harry Potter (It was the best best book i ever read until i dont feel like reading anything else ><)

9. Get a good house to rent for my degree with sis (Now kill me also i will not step a foot to the hostel)

10. Plan a good travel plan with family and with stupid yik. (japan? singapore? cameron? melaka?)
11. Make sure 1 to 10 is DONE!

Sunway Condominium Hostel Management

2011-12-25T23:13:00.001+08:00

1. September - I went home and found the door unlocked. Next thing, sis lost rm300++. The whole purse cash is gone!! And saw a letter at my room, some donkey worker come in my bedroom!! With all the bras and everything lying, how can a man enter my room without my permission !!!! I locked the dor and who on earth let the worker come in!!!!

2. November to December - To my horror, the entire shoerack gone!!! Me and sis sportshoe and all our slippers!!! 5 shoes!!! Thanks god i still got 1 shoe inside my room. If not, i will be kaki ayam. This time, my temper explode, lava flew up from my volcano, i go down to hostel management office

Afterwards...
3. They make a story or maybe i said in a more polite way, they say there maybe a crazy people and stole the shoerack and dump in the dustbin. However, me who played nancy drew and read tons of detective stories believe it was the spring cleaning and they throw it. I am gonna bring an army troop to search their storeroom.

4. Heard man voice outside my hostel room, when i go down and question the management, they said they did not send any one up. Oh my god, its a girl hostel you know. Sunway management got a funny way of doing things, they dont let my mum to step a foot to my hostel and scold my dad when he and bro accidentaly step a foot to a girl hostel but they give those man workers keys to our rooms!!!

5. We padlock everything with a key that no hostel management can get to make sure no third burglary. Then me and sis went back hometown. To our horror, they called and say will cut our lock to spot check and spring cleaning. I said ok if you want to clean and check, wait for more days so that i can book a flight to come back and open the door for them and guard them. That guy insist to cut our padlock !

6. I almost get a stroke and he slam my phone rudely and scold me. Oh my god, this is Sunway?? ~~If he did not slam his phone i definitely will scold his ancestor specifically to his mum!!!!!~~
*EXPLODE*

7. Make all the possible complain and call Sunway University. Well, dear sheng yik and dad and even sis are not supporting me, said its best not to care them, but i not like them ! Luckily mum support me. Rm1000 worth of goods and cash is stolen. I swear i will 讨回公道 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*roar*

~~Reading Harry Potter recently and suddenly feel like going Hogwards school of magic to learn some Imperius curse or even the avadra kevdara !!~~

Stay or leave?

2011-10-28T11:32:00.004+08:00

Yik is thinking of leaving Sunway and going UK. == He had enough with the lousy culture here. Well, even me had enough. But, going UK is the right choice? You might end up being at an even worse situation.

Maybe we have not finish discovering this uni?

Our main problem is the culture here. No offense, but some proportion of them are from chinese independence school. Their thinking were very different and causes a lot of disatisfaction to me and him whenever we work as a team in assignment. For example, the lecturere just GIVE A SUGGESTION and they follow like glue and sticker. Typical chinaman thinking == I love freedom and hate rigidness in work. Plus, these people are famous for their kiasu-ness. They compare your result and try hard to dig your study secret when they found out you got high marks. Worse is, i never see any people smile to me but after release of result, me and him did pretty ok and these people will try hard to be friend with you so that you can benefit them. Sometimes, i just wish assignment can be a 2 person job so me and him will complete it OURSELVES.

Another type of people were the A-level gangs. They thought they are the best and haiz. I just hate arrogant people. I am a level too but at least i know what HUMBLE mean.

Look at the brighter side, still got a lot better friends in the whole 300 students lecture hall i supposed.

Another issue was the hostel issue. We have heavy construction and renovation everyday. Not to mention Sunway lagoon noisy songs and concert. Oh my, i am allergic with noise. =x
Plus, the management is really horrible. They treat us like thief but treat the maid and workers like prince and princess. Everytime i go somewhere, the guard will look at me as if i just rob a bank and i need access card to everywhere but on the contrary, the maid was given my house key and the workers were given my ROOM KEY. Was so shock to see a man in my room when i come back form my school. ==. Not to menetion the price here, we paid rm730 for a nosiy dusty room per person. Plus my sis, will be rm1460 per month for a pigeon room.

No matter how much i complain, i dont think i will leave here.What can i do is preventive measure, i am deleting those suspicious evil people from facebook. Thats the lesson i learn because i love privacy and i dont like people use my birthday in facebook to check result and ask me how i score.

Second is become wiser, if dear yik is leaving next year, either i find new friends or i do my own solo work. To do solo work, i need to improve on everything.

Third, find a better room and leave this hostel asap!

二十大寿

2011-10-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

Yo!! My 20th birthday is around the corner.

I am buying new things for myself,for the first time this year. Been so kiamsiap this whole year.

Future presents:
1. A new spec. My old one make me look like nerd.
2. Wear more dresses. =p Seldom wear dresses leh. Feel ke xi. Especially when recently Sunway request a photo from me i realise my fashion taste is horrible.None of the picture look good. Anyway,i send in my facebook profile picture. Ah..

人生有多少个十年？Got to rock hard this time. haha!

Then for my wishes
*finger cross*
1. I wish my dad and mum healthier and happier
2. Wish China restrict their freedom of speeech so that dad wont be able to access their media and thus can exercise more at taman gelora=x
3. Wish sis and bro be more determine in life
4. For me, since i also not young, better wish myself more healthy too.
5. For sheng yik, er..wish he become more healthy too la and love me more!
6. For my friends, also wish them healthier haha.

My celebration:
1. Probably have a meal at Jogoya (Buy 1 free 1 promotion)
2. Times Square Cosmo Park (Got 15% discounts) =p

So far,thats all.

Ngek =D

Argh

2011-10-13T15:54:00.003+08:00

Sigh... Recently everything did not went smoothly ..........
My midterm break was another lousy one ..
Freaking lots of assignment and exam revision to do..
Then assignment did not went smoothly too...
Recently statistic assignment involve distributing questionaires to gym members or anyone who go to gym..
I distributed to all my facebook friends who i believed they went for gym...
Great. Only one replied.
Thanks wei han!
Duh..Was a lil dissapointed la..
Well, at least i know who are my friends...
Was in a really bad mood until i delete all those people from my facebook...
Grr...maybe i am having pms
3 more days then there go my 20th "da shou" aka 20th birthday...
Based on past experience....
My birthday was always lousy...
As all the exams fall during that period...
*roar*
Freaking bad mood..
Wanna punch whoever walk pass me now...!!!!!

2nd Sem break of 2nd semester in Sunway

2011-10-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

Having a mid sem break.
Left sis at Sunway.
When i come back home,
I wonder why my dad is able to eat and sleep and watch China news whole day. Its so lifeless.
His daily meal,
Breakfast: Roti canai with teh tarik
Break time: Two piece of bread with thick kaya and a packet of sweet Yeo soya bean
Lunch: Roast duck+ roast pork rice
Tea: Coffee and extreme oily HUP SENG biscuits / Extra filling sweet potato dessert
Dinner: Mum home cook food with extra rice
Supper: Horlick and extreme oily HUP SENG biscuits
~!@#$%^&*(!!!
How can a person who sleep at sofa whole day eat so much?!!!!
My dad did not exercise at all!!!

Well. Again,to have this "healthy" habit, we need to say thanks to the chinese dtraditional octor.
I wonder who on earth say duck oil is good for health?!
I wonder who on earth say sweet potato is good for health?!
Feel like strangling those traditional moron doctor.

His daily activity:
1. Channel 312, 316 and 323. All these news report the so call glory of China. *spit*
2. Check ipad for latest China news
3. Lay down at sofa
Oh my god. Please bang me to wall =x
I hate China for bringing such a bad influence at the same time i am worry with my dad.
Haix=(

Mum.
I wonder why my mum want 8A that much for my bro who having pmr. Save face?
I will not forget how my mum said to me when i score only 8A instead of 12A in SPM.
Supposed there is an award, my mum disallowed me to go and say if let other teachers know it will be embarassed for her to get 8a.
Supposed i going Taylor for a-level at 29june, but the form six start at may. I wanted to go there for a month and my mum said its not good for me to appear in her school.
Lalala.
I wonder why my mum want to decide everything for my bro.
At the age of 15, my mum say he will be studying pharmacy at MOnash next time. LOL
I will rather die if i am my bro.
Luckily i am not.
Luckily i am fierce enough to say NO when my mum want me to study chemical engineering.
Bah. Good luck my bro!

I study freaking hard for my a level, and ya, i got a scholarship now. The conditions are quite good.
When i study hard,people say i look tired,what for a girl need to study this hard.
When i fail my study,people say why i fail and did not study hard.
Bah!
I will definitely not letting go this scholarship so, i dont wish to listen anyone who comment how tired i look when studying because no one understand my feeling!

Unlimited words

2011-10-10T11:51:00.002+08:00

Having unlimited words to express.
But most of the time i express the happy one to others and leave the unhappy one here
That is why this is not a good balance blog.
As it consist of mainly negative unhappy moody emo news.
Because who on earth want to listen unhappy things everyday?
Even closest people of me are complaining why i only spit negative things.
Pathetic!

Sem 2 Life

2011-09-29T11:55:00.004+08:00

One of my lecturer keep quote xxx lakeside campus into xxx pondside campus at his class. LOL. So bad la.

Will be having a day trip to bursa malaysia this week. Listen some talk about finance which is useful to our study and most important,having free lunch again. XDXD

Mid sem break is coming next week. Which means got loads of works to do now. Had to finish up my law assignment and having a marketing exam by next week.

Saw a lot of my friends progressing to year two. I am only progressing to sem 2. Huhu. Feel "young". =(

My blog got those weird comments beside. Was thinking how to remove those =x.

Sem 2 at Sunway

2011-09-29T00:24:00.004+08:00

Been abandoning this blogs for ages. Life is busy and wonderful outside the online world. But I am back!!

Firstly,i got 4A and 1C for my previous sem,which i think is pretty good if we dont look at that C i got. But bad thing is that great C pull down my GPA ><. Now i am at the border line 1st class honours grade which is a really bad thing.

Second news,i got chancellor scholarship. Ngek ngek. Celebrate with dear and sis at Sushi Zanmai. Woo. I think its the best sushi i ever ate. The main dish was so so only though. Its a great news. Mum spread that news to her whole family three. But i can sense some hidden stress. Last sem also reach border line,this sem should be quite hard to maintain 70% and above in order to maintain the scholarship. Huhu.

Thirdly, second sem allow me to see everyone true colour. There was a kiasu gang, a act pro gang, and a rigid gang in my class. Sigh. Kiasu gang is annoying, act pro gang is irritating and rigid gang is hard to work with. Haha. At the end, the best coursemate is none other than my darling Leong Sheng Yik. ==. We gossip,walk to school together,discuss where to settle three meals,plan outing and of course we STUDY.

Forth, i am teaching sis accounting now. If not at this hour i already sleeping. As usual, tomorrow is her exam she start reading today which is really GREAT.

Fifth,tomorrow will be a marathon class. I will be studying from 8.30am to 10pm. Kinda anticipate my first night class though.

Sixth,i am really broke now. So do sis. She did not lock her hostel and some thief came in and steal our money =(

Seventh,there was this game call osk investment challenge campus edition. Hehe. You sort of online trading virtually. My share price was down to bottom yesterday and rising up today. Gosh. Those thing are really volatile.

Eighth,my lecturers this sem quite cool la. One of them is the Proton ex CFO. He look good. Consider good looking. And he is married. Our law lecturer look not bad too. Fair fair guy. Again,he is married. LOL. But genereally,all of them are male lecturer and they are really good as in they are knowledgeable and can see they really teach with their heart. Gosh. I like going school and attend class taught by every lecturers but aiks interacting with people around me is quite a headache la especially now i got a seperate class with dear Yik.

Ninth, So far so good.

Tenth,Its time to Sleep and thats all for the update!! =D Wooo..

Equity

2011-05-20T19:49:00.004+08:00

As far i remember, i experience unfairness at every stage of life.Each unfairness leave me as heavy as a scar and as light a bad memory. When i am still a kid, my family favour my lil brother. Then i move to primary school,my teacher favour students who are more clever. My primary academic result was "名落孙山" by the way. I get the last place in class a few times. But teachers dont have the right to discriminate me. That is one of the worst stage until today. Until when i go secondary school,teacher favour some 'other group' because i am a "黄种人". The same thing happen when i go national service. But that is not a big deal actually,习惯就好. When i go for A level,i am unlucky enough to become the minority,again, the same thing happen. But i grew up,i try very hard and i got what i want at the end,2 A star 1A and a B. Now i am having my uni life,lecturers do treat us equally. I have a lot of friends and i am NOT A MINORITY ANYMORE. Of course, iface some other issues but its not the main point this time. Its my family. I have a sister,a little monster who go uni with me. Its quite a burden when every decision i made,she neeed to come first. But honestly, I am really ok with that but what make me irritate is i feel i am totally not appreciated. ITS DAMN UNFAIR!

I am writing this because i am having my internship next year. It may sounds childish. In fact,it may sound extremely childish. But FOR NOW,I dont mind heavy workloads, i dont mind being paid poorly, i dont mind working at a far away place, but what i mind is equity. This post will ALWAYS remind me that the company i work for must be a fair company! I have high power distance and i cannot accept being treat unequally.

*ro000000000000000ar out loud*

How are you?

2011-05-17T12:25:00.005+08:00

To summarise how are they.
He eat every minute.
She scold every day.
She grumble everyday.
He hates me.
He dont understand me.

To summarise how am i.
I have a lot of unfinished works.
I dont have someone to share everything.
I dont know how to do anything.
I feel stress.
I feel unhappy.
I dislike my english lecturer.

Sigh

2011-05-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

A big sighhh.........................

Happy holiday

2011-05-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

I am back!!!!

致:我未来的丈夫（转自cousin chee yan）

2011-04-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

一、给我一个难忘的求婚，不需要它有多么奢华，只要它让我在想起时，觉得自己的成长是完整而甜蜜的。娶我，做我的丈夫，我不需要你有多么高大和英俊，只要你完全爱我，有一个能包容我的小任性，小娇气的宽广胸怀。

二、你要对我负责，有一个健康的身体，因为它承担着家庭的责任，请不要轻易的用酒精，尼古丁，过度的劳累，透支的睡眠去伤害它。

三、假如我们很穷，我只要你有一颗进取的心，我愿意尽我微薄的力量去改善我们的生活，和你一起面对贫困，失败，挫折，疾病……但是，请你，一定，一定要保持积极乐观的心态，永远不要放弃对生活的热爱与追求。

四、我不需要你挣很多很多钱，其实人实际需要的很少，我希望你能推开一切不必要的应酬，陪我做点小家务，学会帮孩子换尿布，给他讲大灰狼，和我们看卡通电影……当孩子长大时，你会明白这些琐碎是多么的温馨而珍贵。

五、经常问候我的父母，让他们知道你的关心，他们会感觉到能把女儿嫁给你，是一件多么幸运和开心的事。而我会发自内心地心疼你的父母，虽然我很笨，但我会尽力把他们的儿子照顾好！

六、如果你在外面受了气或不开心，请不要一个人抽闷烟喝闷酒。我是你的妻子，我要和你一起承担，请向我发劳骚，让我抱着你睡。你的开心也请和我一起分享，让我为你欢呼和庆祝。

七、我健忘，任性，有时会偷懒到不收拾房间，不洗衣服……请你不要发脾气，那只是我暂时的放松，只要你宠爱地把我抱在怀里，说我小笨蛋小懒虫，然后假装帮我去收拾……我会幸福到乐滋滋去把它们做好。

八、我们会有各自的朋友圈，朋友的作用有时是爱人代替不了的。我希望我们能尊重对方的朋友，彼此信任，当我的朋友需要安慰时，麻烦你照顾孩子，让我去为他们尽一份心。而你的朋友需要你，晚上不能回家时，请你给我打电话报平安，家里灯不会灭，门不会反锁。

九、我知道我一定不是最美丽最聪慧的女子，我有许许多多的缺点，但我会尽量的去提升和完善自己，让自己健康，自信，漂亮，贤惠，让你的朋友提起我时，都说你的太太挺不错的。我也希望别人向我提起你时说，你先生挺能干的，看上去精力充沛。

十、如果我累了，有条件做一个居家小女人时，请让我休息，我不能为家庭做出经济贡献，但我向你保证，当你回到家时，你看到的会是一张温和的笑脸，泡好的茶，干净的房间和洗好的臭袜子。尽管我分不清豆芽和青菜，但我会照着《美食大全》，努力把自己培养成为天下最伟大的厨娘。

十一、婚姻生活是平淡的。我希望我们都能以乐观，平静，感恩的心去度过甚至是享受这种平淡，在柴米油盐和做不完的家务中寻找乐趣。我向你保证，我绝对忠诚于你，忠诚于我们的婚姻和家庭。若是有一天，你厌倦了，遇见让你更为倾心的女子，我一定会吃醋，生气，伤心甚至吵闹，那是因为我舍不得你。

十二、当我们70岁时，我希望我们仍然为彼此点上蜡烛，你像当年一样，握着我不再柔润的双手，深情的对我说：“感谢上苍，赐给我一个世界上最美丽最可爱，只是没有牙齿的老太婆！”而我也如当年一般调皮，捏着你满是皱纹的脸：“感谢老天爷，让我捡到一个本世纪最英俊最聪明，只是驼了背的老头子！”

十三、我爱你

Quote of the Day 2

2011-04-06T09:48:00.002+08:00

"Every truth has four corners: as a teacher I give you one corner,and it is for you to find the other three" Confucius

Quote of the Day

2011-03-30T22:48:00.003+08:00

When written in Chinese, the word "crisis" is composed of two characters. One represents danger, and the other represents opportunity.
- John F. Kennedy

First week of uni

2011-03-30T08:57:00.003+08:00

People say degree is one of the best stage in life. I think so far i totally agree with it. =)Its really nice to study things you love with the person you love. And i meet up a kuantan friend and my taylor classmates. In the morning,we go lecture hall together and at night we gossip and GROUP STUDY together. We have our first pot luck party where me and sis prepare spaghetti,my dear prepare veges and salad and our kuantan friend,sean prepare chrysanthemum drink. It was so fun to have a potluck mini party beside the swimming pool. Of course,some of my other classmates were pretty annoying. They do childish things like trying to get attention by asking super lame wasting time qustions, stand and jump from table,play laptop game,galaxy tab during lecture...etc. And although we went to lecture,we were seperated by Sunway during tutorial class. =x. But i will say my life so far still so good. =)

Day one

2011-03-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

Mum bought us a lorry of stuff and all were shifted to my condo safely. There will 7 housemate but right now i only know two. 1 from penang doing ausmat and the other from some country doing medicine at monash. Tomorrow sis will start her foundation in art orientation and i will explore the whole sunway since mine start at wednesday. So far i have no complaints and so far so good. =)

New 'house'

2011-03-18T19:19:00.004+08:00

Finally,I registered everything for my uni. It was not easy especially with all those forms i fill in.
Registration form,scholarship form,hostel form,sibbling discount form...etc.
Then i have to do for sis too since she dont really care about her college. And that lazy yik ask me to help out with scholarship form.
And those admin people speak this and that speak that,lots of contradiction and problems.
Lastly,i need to calculate the cost and submit to dad. Sounds so formal haha.
It was not cheap. Just me alone for the first sem cost 10k after deducting the 50% scholarship.

Actually everything is ok except the hostel part. I think i argue with family with this issue for uncountable times.
Firstly,the hostel is freaking expensive. I am sleeping a twin sharing room with sis. My room cost rm730 per person. And i am staying with my sis,total is rm730 multiply 2 = Rm1460. Rm1460 for a room which is smaller than my home sweet home bedroom. I heard from swee yie her TARC hostel charge rm700+ for a sem. == And i heard if you rent the private condo,it cost much much cheaper.

Seconly,i hate rules. We have curfew,and my friends and family cant visit my unit,no cooking etc etc. Its not that i will come back home every midnight,its not that i will bring my whole classmate to my house and party. That is not a matter. But i dont like the feeling of being control. I get tensed easily and these rules kinda make me mad. Imagine,i have a living room with tv and sofa but no guest is allowed. !@#$%^&*!!!!!!!Plus,i paying rm730 every months and yet i get no freedom to my own "place".

Thirdly,the private condo is even nearer than my hostel. @#$%^&*!!!

I have more than ten reasons last time. Right now a bit gek dong only thought of three.=p

At my pre u,i stay at a private apartment(after debating with parents for lots of time). I do come home at 1am and i do bring some friends to visit once in a blue moon. But i have my reasons. I come home late because i doing homework and releasing stress at college,not pub not cc not disco. And i bring my classmate to my apartment to group study!! Even my mum visited me every month and stay with me two weeks before. When i am writing this,gosh,that private apartment is like heaven.

Look at the good side,my room is not bad. I got my own personal balcony which belongs to only me and sis. The view is really beautiful. Its facing sunway lagoon. =p. My previous aprtment is facing shop lots witl a lot of crows and mouse. I can see those roller coaster from my condo. And apparently its quite safe as we have wardens and guards. They a swimming pool too(my previous apartment also have one). And my room is much much bigger than my previous apartment room.

Anyway,mum feel shocked when she heard she herself cant visit our unit. Which means good news,i am moving out after the compulsory three months stay.

Meanwhile,i will make sure i enjoy this three months.Dear found a kuantan friend joining us. And my taylor classmate joining this programme too! I am a bit excited =D

Close one eye

2011-03-18T19:08:00.005+08:00

Should i close one eye? Or should i fight for my right? Its true that I do have the right to know.
Each time i try to confront,I suddenly remember a piece of advice from a senior monk...
赢了真理，伤了感情
But let say i keep quiet,i get moody almost everytime.
Yes,i do feel jealous.zZz

Maybe i think too much......................

One week more

2011-03-15T20:42:00.004+08:00

Holiday finishing in one week from today. Countdown? At first,before i wrote this,I thought i will have a lot to write but turn out i am speechless. Gosh.

A crow and a rabbit

2011-03-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

A crow was resting high up the tree,doing nothing for the whole day. A rabbit pass by and asked can i be like you and do nothing for the entire day? The crow answered yes,why not? So,the rabbit rest under the tree. Suddenly a wolf pass by and immediately eat the rabbit as lunch.

Lesson: If you want to do nothing,you have to be high up. Really high up.

Update again

2011-03-03T11:32:00.008+08:00

My last month of holiday is a busy one. Piano lessons move up a grade higher. I need to spend more time to practice a song. And I got the chance to play Czerny opus 579. The aroma of the book is so motivating. Like an ancient book. Make me feel so proud of myself. Czerny was from the romantic period and his music was not that great lol but you learn a lot of fingering studies from his book. My piano teacher told me she like my piano playing compare to her pther students.=)

Yi hui downloaded 25gb of nancy drew game. I was a big big big big fan of nancy drew. A new series is produced every six months. So far,i have 23 series of nancy drew game. Which means i am kinda busy solving mystery game at home this month.

I guess i watched a lot of movies,compare to other. Great Day 天天好天 and All well ends well 花田喜喜事 have lots of extensive promotion and they succeed attract me to go for it. But i would say both are overrated. Great day is fine. Consider it is local production,it was really the best Made in Malaysia movie. Just that some part insted of feeling touched,i feel funny. zZz.
But for all well ends well,i feel really annoyed and not natural instead of laughing. Gosh.

And then for the first time i got a free coupon for two tickets. Haha. Was so excited that day. Watch Mechanic with dear. He was attracted with the muscular main actor. But that show was not bad. I shout a bit when i saw some violent scene.@@

Went to the temple as usual. Was "selected" by an aunty to teach little kids Buddha class. To be surrounded by kids is one of my dream. Sort of dream come true? I drag my dear sheng yik along. He teach and baby sit standard one babies while i teach and guard standard 2 kids. They are so cute. And naughty at the same time. I went only once,forget their name.
But i remember there is a round face kid who like to bully me. =x And there is one tiny thin kid who is very quiet and cute. Others like to talk and etc. We teach how to pray properly before food. Those kids look at the food instead of Buddha when praying. Almost fall in the love the second time when i see that big man sheng yik helping kids to stick their name. There is a standard one kid ask dear how come his leg was hairy which make me laugh out really loud. But too bad,we went only once and this week will be the second time and last since the following week will be going our uni.

Talk about uni,its time to countdown. It will be a new life and new stage for me,dear and sis.

Lastly,yi hui will be off to Korea for a few weeks with his teachers. So she delegate her job to me. I am temporary employed finally and will be home tutoring 2 korean kids nearby my house. Honestly,I am really excited for this. Annyeong=). By the way,this friend of mine is great. She know chinese,cantonese,malay and english. And she learn japanese and korean. Can speak quite fluently compare to me who only know annyeong and saranghaeyo. ==

Ask me how i feel,i would say happy this time. Its the ideal holiday i want. Thats all for this week.

Secret garden

2011-02-23T10:57:00.006+08:00

Secret garden? I thought they are referring to the Secret Garden album i got years ago. 10 years ago to be exact. An album which collect all the beautiful music i ever heard. I even tell my mum i wanted to learn violin because of that.

Then i realised the secret garden people mentioning is a korean drama. Quite a nice drama with a lot of handsome guy. Gosh.

Anyway,the other version of the secret garden album means a lot to me =).
I used to listen and cry when i am sad and dance along with the music when i am happy. Or imagining i am the violinist who play dreamcatcher and the pianist who play the promise. And i used to listen dawn of a new century when i need motivation.

The secret garden i used to crazy with

And the secret garden that i think all my friends and everone crazy of
LOL!

I wrote this post to express something and at the same time hinting on something at someone. I guess that is why i would say no one will ever undestand me....
I am not emo by the way

A Friend of mine

2011-02-23T10:44:00.003+08:00

Was having my normal day until i received a message from an old friend. An old special friend. Which made my heart warm and smile the whole night. =)

Another update

2011-02-19T16:39:00.005+08:00

I am still unemployed. STPM fellas are fighting for those job. No offenses but damn it. Some of them even cheat their employer just to get a job. I would say its an ugly scene. Guess i better give up finding a job at Kuantan.

Life getting better. It was not my really ideal life but it is better than last month.

Hang up more with my friends as most of them are back. Movie marathon with the girls and hiking with ivan and yi hui. I watch almost every movies. I love hong kong, great day, condo heroes, shao lin something and etc. And i hike and chat on the way up to pelindung. It was fun and it really make up my day.

Chinese new year is over and the next "festival" will be 23rd of march.

I just fought with brother. Maybe i am writing all these in an angry tone.

Thats all.

Update?

2011-02-01T15:13:00.004+08:00

I am a loner.

Everyone is busy.

I am unemployed.

I am satisfy with my results but my parents dont.

Money is everything.

Happy chinese new year?

幸福很簡單。

2011-01-15T00:48:00.004+08:00

1、摸摸口袋，竟然发现里面有钱。

2、早上起来发现下雨了，可以接着睡。

3、发现手机上有几条未读信息，同一个人的。

4、电话响了，你拿起听筒发现正是刚才在想的人。

5、食堂阿姨给你加的菜份量比别别人多。

6、突然想起小时候最好的朋友的电话号码。

7、你打算买的东西降价了。

8、干净俐落地撕下有黏性的价格标签。

9、衣服上弄了污渍，但轻松洗掉了。

10、把手指上的刺挑出来了。

11、倾听烤肉在烤架上发出“咝咝”的声音。

12、一下子将废物扔进了垃圾箱，太准了。

13、想着今天是星期三，其实是星期五。

14、和朋友一起聊明星八卦，天南地北。

15、知道了一直想知道的那首歌的名字。

16、从洗衣机里取出的两只袜子刚好是一双。

17、完美地磕开一个鸡蛋。

18、收到一封信，地址是手写的。

19、清空电脑的回收站。

20、终于解开一个死结。

21、换了张干净的新床单。

22、和朋友之间心有灵犀的默契。

23、炎热天气喝下一杯冰水。

24、下雪后，第一个踩出脚印。

25、吃妈妈做的事物。

26、开了半天车，一路都是绿灯。

27、需要拥抱的时候，得到一个温暖的拥抱。

28、排队时，你所在的队伍最快了。

29、广告时间换了频道，返回来的时候节目恰好开始。

30、发现明年生日那天是星期六或星期天。

Number 5 always happen to me and it really make up my college day.

1,3,4,6,7,15,17,20,21,25 and 28 make me realised something...

It is just that simple.=)

Mission Possible

2011-01-04T21:51:00.005+08:00

I wrote a lot but i deleted it after i wrote. 2010 was not bad. Just that last few week of the last month of 2010 was not that great. Maybe after everything is fne,i write a proper summary of 2010. It can be handy as from there i can see what i learn what i should do in future. Haha.

Anyway,its time to set targets for new year.

1. Get good marks for degree and get a first class honour grade
2. Earn at least rm5000 with my or our bare hand
3. Get a new grade for piano
4. Study or learn at least 3 different things which is unrelated to my career (maybe music,art, history,psychology)
5. Get to know more friends especially friends from different fields and keep in touch with old friends
6. My relationship with all my loves one can be improve

And my 2011 hopes
1. Peaceful family. We always have this phrase whats the point for a person who dress so smart and nice but smoke and scold bad words all the time. Its just like whats the point of having a beautiful and well furnished home if people inside the home fight everyday.
2. My brother can just love me more
3. All my loves one and me are bless with good health
4. Peaceful world
5. Smokers extinction
6. Able to make more decision myself and not decided by....

Like what i wish since years ago,i get a necklace last year from him. It was beautiful. In this coming year,i dont really have any wish list. Maybe i am enough?

Thats all. I will check this post again this year end and make sure all my targets can be completed. XD

*give a prayer and hope everything goes well*

Family problem

2011-01-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

You said i am ungrateful,hot temper and its useless whatever things you hane done for me. Its true i never smile. But do you know all i want is not how beautiful our house is. Thousands of innocent cash being dump at a silly useless massive renovation. Who the xxxx want to look at our house. Yes,right now i am cursing all the people who involve in renovating house. No offence! Because of you guys,they quarrel everyday and i suffer everyday. How can i still be calm when both mum and dad quarrel when they talk less than ten sentences. All i want is peace among family. Sigh. *tears rolling*

I need a psychologist......

"Holiday"

2010-12-05T00:20:00.001+08:00

It was a boring holiday. Sigh.

Embarrassed

2010-12-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

Guess i watched too much of tv until i become BLUR. I wanted to call dear and end up calling my mum. And that time my mum was just beside me. Later on i call him again and i end up calling his house phone. TWICE! His brother picked up twice. Worst is i said some stupid thing. Feel like hiding in a hole right now. A big big hole><>
I really need to reschedule my holiday.

Lousy Taylor

2010-11-30T22:11:00.004+08:00

I become a student helper at Taylor since July as i was too bored that time. My job was to arranged those books in order. From outside Taylor look so beautiful but inside the library is a real big mess. It was my first ever job and i do it with a lot of excitement and hope. I supposed to get my pay,rm5 per hour. And i quit that job after 2 months because I AM NOT PAID until now. I fill up numbers of forms and complaints. Imagine my first ever job was not paid after 6 months. ==. Now i want to clarified that money is not the problem here but there is no such thing as free lunch and i am not providing free services to people especially big company like Taylor after all this 1.5 lousy things they give me.
Anyway, yesterday i was in a bad mood. Real bad mood. So I log in my dumb Taylor account and lodge a complaint in anger. At first my draft was rather harsh,then i decided to be more civilise and i wrote in a slightly harsh way instead of a really harsh one. Irresponsible, Exploitation,Embarrassing..(nothing wrong right?) For a second,i hope i have more Malaysia law knowledge because i am not so sure with all the procedures and everything.
I dont like to fight but if its my right,no way i will keep quiet.

Class Photo

2010-11-22T22:45:00.006+08:00

I think keeping all these photos at my blog is the best and safest.
This one and a half year,i took two external exam. These are the people that i met for almost everyday.
We have 4 + 1 lecturers. Ms Pun for account, Ms Ray for economics, Ms Teoh for math and Mr Leong for business. And ms yoong for thinking skills. I forgotten my malaysian studies and moral lecturer. Parma or Patma or Palma???
And for our class (pre business 6) member we have firdaus the class rep and anis the assistant. For girls will be Syarifah Azizah the fashion queen, Lily the make up queen, Aisyah the tweety, Liyana the confident one, Annisa the hermione, Satvin the most hardworking girl, Sarah the one who always LOL,May the korean,and Heren the youngest(16 years old).
And for guys will be Heng chong Giap the king of food, Gilbert the future lawyer, Rian the funny putucherry, Hazim the Sabahan, Isa the Johorian I.S.A, Hussein the stevenjerad, Nafis the Hakimi, Azarul the one from terengganu, Terrence the Penang guy and Shin Tae Yang the another korean.
Not to forget those who leave us halfway during this one and a half year,min ju and hyeon sang su the koreans, Yik Khong King Kong and Kelly.
I wish you guys all the best in everything. =)

Joke of the day

2010-11-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

Some joke i can use to cheer someone up in the future. Hahaha! I laugh really loud when i look at this.

A Dad joins Facebook.
His Kid writes “WTF! Dad joined FACEBOOK!”
Dad asks kid what is “WTF?”
Kid replies: Welcome To Facebook!"

Copy from a friend in facebook. Nice one huh?

160M, My Place Apartment,SS15

2010-11-20T17:47:00.000+08:00

Suddenly all the plans are cancel. Terence said he is not free to bring us for the Penang tour and my piano teacher will be having a holiday at December. So i was staying alone at my apartment. Mum was not free to fetch me as sis is having her Spm.
I went subang parade and sunway this two days and monash u for course counseling. Shopping was not my hobby so i just walk around and have a good meal and went back. And online the whole day.
Until yesterday,i noticed my apartment have a lot of aedes mosquitoes and big big flies, and half of the apartment is empty.Even the staircase light were off. Guess everyone went back. Someone feed those cats bones and rice,it was spread to the whole floor and you see maggots and flies around the bones. And i am sicked to see those cats under my apartment bringing dead rats back home. They are cute when small but when they are big,it was horrible. Those horrible crows too. Their beak was sharp and i saw them biting smaller birds and rats for a couple of time. Not to mention cockroaches crawling in my rooms. My landlord use a ciplak lousy door that has a big hole underneath. Cockroaches and lizards love to crawl in. I realised i cant stay at this dirty place anymore.
I ask dad to fetch me tomorrow but right after that i have a strong feeling not to leave this place. Human mind work in a weird way huh? Or is it only my mind?
I live here for one and a half year. When i am not back home,i spend most of the time at my apartment. I can cooked whenever i like, go to the market whenever i want,take a bus to everywhere i want(This place is quite convenient),go to the library whenever i need help and those memories i have in this place.The first time i scream to dear at phone when i saw a lizard on my bed,the first time i cry when my laptop screeen cant show anything and all those times i went to inti late at night and msn with dear. And besides those dirty creature,it was quite a nice peaceful place to study. Haha.
My apartment get dirty fast. I remember i always clean it every week because i scare my dear will give me a surprise visit and get shocked to see this dirty place. And i waited every week until today...
I remember i always jot down the places i want to eat with family and dear. Because these restaurants are either too expensive to eat alone or they serve quite a big bowl for more than two person or i was too timid to walk in alone. Yet each time mum will say dont want to go those places i suggested. Snowflake,Uncle Seng wantan mee,famous pork noodle,those big meal and bbq food at asia cafe.These foods are rate 5 stars especially that pork noodle. In the end,i am tired of waiting and i order it myself. It was weird to eat alone but later on i get used to it.
And i remember i used to visit library every day, Not to study but to see anyone i know talk to me.In class,we are friends but after class no one will find you. And even they do,its hard to get along as they are really particular of those halal food. I remember only chee yuen find me for dinner each month.
Bitter sweet memory. I realised the hard feeling i having is i am used to staying this place.
Guess i will just take some picture one more time and say bye bye. Dengue cases are increasing and i want to live longer.
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Tomorrow 23/11/10,will be the day i leave this place forever.Au revoir 160M,My place apartment,SS15,(forget postcode)..

My first holiday task

2010-11-19T12:37:00.017+08:00

18/11/10
I had my last A level paper and shouted at dear after that=p. Was so happy. So now it will the real the end? I got a feeling we(classmates and me) will not see each other again. Because everyone who come from different places is going everywhere after this.
Classmate watching movie after that and i went to sunway uni instead of Harry Potter. I like Harry Potter a lot but just dont feel like watching it right now. Anyway,i found out non sunway pre u students cant join the jannuary intake. And they have a 4 star hostel for the billionaire son and daughter which cost Rm6000 per quarter month. Its a 4star because you have some lcd or led,astro,huge bed,huge room,personal toilet,constant maid,air con,wifi..etc etc etc.

On the way to Look Out Point,stuck in a 2.5 hours traffic jam. It was raining with thunderstorm and it worsen when a tree fall which cut 3 lanes of kesas highway into 1 lane. 2.5 hours,imagine,i am already back to hometown. LOL!

This is the view from Look Out Point,Ampang. You can see klcc from here. ^^. As it was rainning,i feel like i am at cameron or genting. They got different classes of restaurants and bars. We go the cheaper one. As i really meant it when i say the expensive restaurant.

19/11/10
Went to the korean town in ampang. My korean friend need to print the map for our next destination at home.. I was so surprised to see their condo are all in korean words. Even the elavator. And outside the condo you see at least 20 korean restaurants. I learn annyeong hasseo and his dad learn selamat datang. (Suddenly feel like i am at korea now=p)
At 3.30 am we went to Broga Hill,Semenyir. Pass by notingham and wow. It was really a big campus. I think it was 6 or 7 times bigger than mini taylor college. Haha. Anyway,when we reached there,i expect we are the only car but surprisingly there were already a lot of cars.

Before going to the foot hill,you need to walk a distance of palm oil plant road.

The road up to the top was rather straight but you have left and right road. Some will lead back the same straight road but some will lead you to somewhere else. The road was tough as you really can roll down if you dont hold well. And I saw a snake hole too! Look scary.

Process of climbing.
It was quite an adventure.
Towards the peak. It was almost a 80 degree slope. You feel like climbing a rocky dangerous ladder.I am ok when going up but i have a little bit of height phobia. (Actually its more than little bit) So it is quite a challenge for me to come down. If dear was here,i am sure he will be there to hold my hand tight from top until the bottom of hill.

No pain no gain. The scenery was beautiful and i was so excited when i reach the top. Something like on top of the world? Oh ya,i manage to scream again.^^
The scenery.
Half way to the top. its quite dark.
The first peak
Second peak and SUNRISE!!!!!!!!!
The view of first peak when i am standing at the second peak.
I have no idea where is this.

Of course,photo taking session.
This one is taken when i am too excited of reaching the top.

And this is after my friend teach me how to take a picture of myself

I think i like the one below the most.
I hold the rock so tight and force mysely to give a smile. (It was quite high by the way@@)

The one below was heng,a friend of mine. He said you will really feel like the King of the world (Queen of the world for me)if you climb up there. But it was too challenging for me this time.
Perhaps the next time i will be having someone like this supporting me from behind. =)

20/11/10
Its tomorrow. I think i will sleep whole day. zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...

Life 10 years ago

2010-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by ee yeng at facebook. Its our primary school photos. And immediately got lots of comments.
"I miss 6s"
"I miss that teacher"
Etc etc..
My primary memory is rather empty. I just remember i used to buy fishball and ice cream and share it with sis almost everyday. And i bought my bro an "expensive" pepsi drink at his birthday. It was consider expensive to me at that time.And we complaint about those teachers and friends every night before we go to bed. Most of the time,complaint is more than compliment.
Oh ya,i am an ultimate super nerd last time. Comb every single hair up with a nerdy spec. And of course,I remember all my good friends. Its the most innocent pure friendship. Especially her. We call and write letter to each other everyday.But she left to the other class at standard six and since then,i feel extreme insignificant.
The not so good part.
The teacher divide the clever one and the not so clever student. Obviously i belong to the not so clever group. 名落孙山 most of the time.And i dont remember seeing any teacher paying attention to me. Get bullied by classmates. Get canned by teachers at least once a week. Bring 3 big dictionary of 3 different languages to school and bring back more than 10 homeworks most of the time. And i have totally no confidence when talking with most of my classmates. My head was looking at the floor most of the time. Hmm. Thats all i remember?
One more,the best day on Earth last time was the day i fall sick. especially fever. No need to go school and dad will give me some sweet pink panadol and i lie on bed or watch cartoons whole day. Heaven life. Ah^^
Besides the moment i spent with her and other good friends and my siblings,i dont wish to remember any single thing else from my primary school.
Anyway, i am glad ee yeng tag me. She is one of my good friends by the way. =)

学会高傲的活着！

2010-11-12T08:48:00.006+08:00

1、.......(i deleted)

2、如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。(I am doing it right now)

3、如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活。(I just did it last night)

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂得珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。(Not for me)

5、如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的。(Yayaya..)

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。(Really?)

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。(I did that everyday^^)

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。(Nah)

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸。(Family and lover)

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个懒觉，快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。(As if i can sleep easily@@)

11、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人, 从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。(I will try=( )

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。(I will try this too)

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。(Gah..><. I am a sha gua)

14、任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话。多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。 (Hmm)

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发，但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事. (TVB!)

16、一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。(....@@...)

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。(I dont understand this)

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它。(I know this)

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内，先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事。(True true true)

PS~生活可以很复杂以可以很简单，我们不要总是活在忧伤和痛苦之中，爱自己多一点！不为一些不值得的事物而觉得生活总是那么的痛苦无助，人生的方向盘掌握在我们自己手里，有一天阳光大道等着我们走，放开自己，高傲的活着，只要自己幸福开心的，痛苦过去的伤就让他随风而去吧....告诉世界我们属于现在而不是过去 (I did not write this)

I am going to remember all these. Feeling tired. Physically,mentally. So what if everyone is busy.After reading all these,i do feel better.And after exam i am going to eat a big meal alone and i am going to karaok and sing and scream out loud alone and i will SPEND SPEND SPEND alone. That is a promise to myself.

Holiday Planning

2010-11-10T21:54:00.004+08:00

Ya i know i was in the middle of exam.
Just want to have a rough idea after this.
It will be a short holiday.
1. Broga Hill trip with classmates
2. Penang trip with classmates
3. Shop alone at sunway or ikea
4. KL "searching for new uni" trip with mum and brother
5. Reunion with family and dear
6. Piano class
7. Reunion with high school friends
8. Dear class trip
9. Painting
10. Dear birthday
11. Christmas
12. New year
.......
13. Pack bag and its time to move on....=)
Everything seems so fast.
Hmm..

The end of pre u

2010-09-24T20:15:00.004+08:00

10 more days, PB6 will become a memory to me. A month ago,i wonder will i miss this one and a half year next time. As you all know,i complaint a lot for this one and a half year. Today i realised i will. First and foremost,me and yik love started within this one and a half year. How can i not miss this time. The early love of us was one of the sweetest things in my life. The first time he said i love you and the first time i replied the same thing. I will miss those time i went to Inti late at night to have a webcam with him. Even now i started to miss those time as both of us are busy right now. And the morning call he rang each morning since day one until now. The first call he made to me was made during a rainy night after miss irene tuition. We look so innocent that time. And those days i called and complaint my housemate,classmate,housemate and classmate...... And 7th of each month we have a mini celebration for our monthnivasy. We chat how we felt,how much we love and etc.Now i refresh back,its kinda romantic. He accompanied me for almost a year.I know this relationshop will last forever. We even discuss what we wanted to be next life.(That time was too bored) So far,butterfly,birds and piggy are our top list.
Next is my mum. She called me since day 1 at Taylor until now. I seldom complaint about my stuff as she will tend to be over worrying. But she accompanied me this ine and a half year. I had a high school friend,Dhinesh. He post something in facebook about his mum who had pass away a year ago. It touched my heart and i will appreciate my mum more. Got to make this paragraph invisible before mum laugh out loud at me.
For my class,i have 2 good friends. Heng and Gillbert. Even my mum and dear know them well. One thing is they did not know i treat them as good friends.><. Frankly speaking,they are like the only "two" in class i can talk to. Not to say the rest are bad,but i have a different view and objectives with them. Its like we have different channel. Unlike this 2 friends. We get along well. We discuss where to go for lunch during class time and we jalan jalan cari makan each recess at the whole ss15. The most memorable meal is the bak kut teh "trip". Walk so freaking far until we are late for the next class. But the Bak Kut Teh really taste good. And we like to tease each other. 1 of them have a lover at um doing degree in accounting and another one have a lover at the next door . Everytime they mention "leong zai" which is actually referring to my dear,i will laugh out loud in class. Those time we gossip people next door,lecturers was funny. Of course,we study seriously. =p.Just like Harry Potter,we have a YouKnowWho which is a dangerous girl. She act as if she do not know Chinese but actually she does.Anyway,these two friends are those who will not betray friends and i treasure this friendship.
Our class are planning for a class trip. Korea,Cherating,Genting,Singapore,some islands..... I dont think it will work. No offense. As we have different views. And different eating style. Most of them choose restaurants which are classy. I prefer restaurants that serve good food. Same with that two friends. Whatever it is,before i go back Kuantan,i want to have a good lunch with this two friends outside Subang. Ampang yong tao foo, Klang bak kut teh, Kuala Selangor seafood etc.
For my overall class,it was ok. Althogh i disagree with a few classmates selfish and kiasu atitude it was actually a good class with healthy competition.
And for lecturers,accounting teacher was great. I am glad to have a good accounting teacher and until today i still have the passion for accounting. Isnt it great and cool to record your budget and etc? Gosh..i sounds so nerdy. Economics teacher was not bad either. I learn a lot of things for economics. Its almost the same with our real life except that some of the economic theory was unrealistic as those theory are for the perfect world with perfect competion and perfect market. Math make me dissapointed the most. My previous add mathe teachers Mr Lan and Mr Chan build a strong foundation for me and it was destroy by this teacher. We have 2 business teacher. 1 is experienced and she is very motherly. Another 1 is young and energetic. Mum say he is handsome. ==. Thinking skills was a good subject but it was teached a teacher who does not really know what Thinking skills is.
And lastly my little house and my housemates. My hometown toilet is bigger than my room. I spend most of the time inside. Sometimes i understand those fishes in aquarium and birds in cages feel. For housemates,i does not really like them at first. Living together with another one is not easy. But slowly,i am used to it. I have a little kitchen and mum bought electric cooker and pots for me to cook. It was nice to cook my own favourite dishes. But the bad thing is i need to clean up everything after that.==.
Thats all for this one and a half year? Maybe to be continued?

猪朋狗友

2010-09-24T19:50:00.003+08:00

今天超生气的,
班上那个傻婆差点弄到我爆血管〉《
Taylor 就有一些没用的废programme~Tutor tutee.
我跟一个神经病人同组,
我负则教她会计她教我经济,
教了八次就会拿到一个废certificate.
真的好像前世欠她那样,
天天烦我.
讲真受爸妈影响,
我很喜欢教书.
可是就没有教过将的人,
已经够笨还要这样没礼貌,
整个第二学期都因他而毁.
今天就是教报告的时候,
交了就会拿到那些废纸.
她烦了我一整天教我怎样写关于她的报告,
到要交时才跟我说她没做我的.
虽然我不稀罕这种废cert,
可是都已经做了没有理由不拿吧.
唉...
算我眼镜太久没换,
交了这种烂朋友.
商科老师说我们还剩十天的课.
说真的,
我渴望这一天很久了,
他还叫我们珍惜与大家相处的时间.
这一年半虽然交了一些猪朋狗友
但是我也交了两个值得交的朋友
不想把那些值得交的朋友参在这里
下一次再写关于你们吧！

真的只是有时候

2010-09-24T19:29:00.002+08:00

在 Facebook 看到一个这样的文章

写给所有累了的女孩子

真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口真的只是有时候，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话
真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。
真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。
真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单
真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 (可惜我对酒是敏感的)
真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。
真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐

那人写很长，我只拿几句像我的。

以我现在这样糟糕的心情，我还可以加多几个。

真的只是有时候。。。。。。。

Comptine d'un autre été: l'après midi

2010-08-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

The title of the song is: Comptine d'un autre été: l'après midi composed by: Yann Tiersen
And the video is by aniboom(his/her youtube name)
The video talk about an old man who shares his life story with his young grandchild through evocative music.

Another beautiful music. By the way,the words i wrote up there is erm Spanish??

Peaceful music

2010-08-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

Was having trials this 2 weeks. And 1 day 1 paper was so boring.
Whenever i ask for suggestion for new musics,friends and sis suggest songs that almost make me cover up my ears.
And I HATE justin bieber voice. Housemate played that baby baby song each time she bath*sick*
Then i refresh back,i used to listen classical music last time.
Surf you tube for Johanne Sebastian Bach.
He was a German composer from the Baroque era.
And to me,his top 3 master piece consist of
- Toccata and fugue in d minor
Its an organ pieces i think. And this song became even famous when Vanessa Mae replay it in a violin version. I like both^^. Organ version sounds grand and violin version sounds cool.
- Air Suite No.3
This was played by a string quartet which consist of 2 violin,viola and cello. It was a romantic song. But i search for the whole youtube,and still,i cannot find a video on this that suit my ear.
- Cello Suite No.1 Prelude
A cello pieces. Sis favourite. Lol

To me,his melody will not make you get bored even you listen for a thousand times.

Gosh~
I feel good right now. Gonna transfer my bach cd that i bought to computer when i am back home next week.
JS Bach was a real genius.And until today,his pieces still give me a wow feeling.

A level Mini conclusion

2010-08-12T17:02:00.005+08:00

Before the result release,i keep hoping result is release as soon as possible. But on that day,i hope it was release as late as possible.I ask my dear izit really thursday today and a lot more funny questions.Mr lai come in our class 1 by 1 and distribute that piece of paper.
Its a 3A1B. A for business studies, accounting and maths. B for economics.And a mini B for the compulsory subject thinking skills.Honestly,i am satisfy. Much much more than satisfy. I expect a C for accounting and thinking skill. Just that when all this become A,i kinda not so satisfy with econ. But overall,i am really happy.
Then,may who get 4A and 1B was sighing beside me. She get a B for thinking skill and she was sighing. Complaining it was a flaw to her result and etc. And a lot of people in my class who get B for econ consult teacher whether to resit. At that moment i really doubt myself,am i really really happy for what i achived?
Or i am just acting to be happy? Acting not to care?
Friends family and dear congratulate me.
Econ teacher ask me will i resit?
Later on mum said dear told her his friend from tarc told him quite a number of people get 3As and above for business stream.
Duh..it was not that great after all..
Thats what i think deep inside my heart..
And next week is the last week before trials..
Guess this As only secure a CCCD for my a level as i get AAAB for as.
Got to work hard for the next one.
And..
There is nothing to celebrate..
I am not sad by the way.
Just some thoughts..
Back to study to power of infinity..
I check online one more time. Just in case Taylor print wrongly. Surprisingly,i smile again when i look at the screen. So,this means ??

I know,
One of my biggest flaw is i get influence easily..

Recent problems

2010-08-11T23:07:00.004+08:00

I am having sleeping disorder..again..
The story started with a simple flu. And it expand to fever and dry cough. And become a serious dry cough..So i took breacol, clarinage, aspirin and panadol. And 2 of it will cause drowsiness and i took nap everyday 4 a week.
Now i am recover but i am used to take nap again and after nap i cannot sleep at night. The 2nd day i sleep in class and went back home take a nap again and the cycles goes on and on.
I had insomnia last year and i force myself not to take nap and drink coffee every morning until i am fully "recover". Argh..now i need to repeat this process again.
Those day i sleep at 3am.
After i get rid of insomnia i sleep at 10.30pm..
Now i sleep at 1 or 2am..
It affect me a lot.............
To people who can straight sleep when u lie on bed,u are really lucky!

Secondly,i feel very blunt now. Its like being a snake with two head. They told me this and he told me that. I get influence easily and i do not know what am i doing or what am i thinking. I wish i knew nothing. Curiosity kills the cat..somehow its true...

Thirdly,its a big day tomorrow. BIG day..><

4th...
5th....
6th...
....
10th...

I think too much right?

Updates for July

2010-08-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

I realised i did not update for more than a month. Not because nothing special happen but i realised i had found someone that can let me pour out and share everything. *wink*
Trying to recall what happen in the month if july..
Just the moment i was thinking whether i had any friends a not,Ivan ask me out to have a window shopping at klcc. With chibi kar june. It was a funny trip,full of laughter as we tease each other as usual. And for the first time,i took a bus that made me wait less than 1 minute. Had a "tour" with "tour guide" ivan from klcc to pavillion who did not really know bukit bintang road, went back kl sentral to find chibi who almost get lost because he did not know what is a MONORAIL after all the directions i give him,queuing for an hour for ip man something at mid valley, finding jersey and learning some basketball name. It was a nice moment to chrish. And even dear said i look happier than usual.Aww=)
After that,i do not really recalled whats happened. Back to old life i guess,(study eat sleep)to the power of infinity.
Until family visited me. Hmm..sis was not that happy because she finished her exam and can't play but "forced" to visit me. We seach for apartment around Sunway. Its damn expensive and i dont like sunway hostel stupid rules. No this no that and charge as high as rm750 per person. I do not really fancy rule by the way. But then dad and mum seem to fancy sunway hostel a lot. Had lots of arguement. Went to NAZA showroom after that,dad plan to renew his 18 years old car. Played "treasure hunt" with myself to search for dear 7 favourite car. But found only bentley flying spur,bmw something and lamborgini something. Saw a rolls royce selling for 2 million.==..
I was having a not so good mood that week. (Know why right??)
Made a "brilliant"decision out of anger,frustration and boredom.
Oh ya,i went library and i dont know i have the urge to look at the literature section. it is full of dust. This library was operated ore than 10 years and i guess no one touch these books more than 10 years. Guess what happened after that? The dust there cause some minor chest pain and flu. 2nd day,i get fever. And today which is the 3rd day,i am having coughing+fever+flu. !@#$%^&*(~!

I guess thats all for july.
Back to (study eat sleep) to the power of infinity.

1st week of semester 3

2010-07-03T19:52:00.005+08:00

It was my 3rd and last semester for pre u. And i hope for this day to come long time ago. The timetable this year is awesome. No thinking skill,no moral no malaysia study. Instead of going back at 4pm everyday i go back at 2pm for the rest of this 6 months.

But it was not what i expect and it is not a really good week.

1st day itself lecturers teach teach and teach. It was quite hard to follow. Shares, national income and complex number. And math is a real headache now. A few person understand do not mean the whole class understood right? Got to work hard on it. A2 is really a big leap compare to AS.Oh ya,we have a new male lecturer for business.=p. And after paying rm8501 for the sem 3 fees,i need to pay rm860 for the exam fees 1st day itself. Swt...the price increase so much. Last year i took 5 subject and it cost rm880 and this year i took 4 subject it is rm860. I wonder it is cambridge who increase the price or it is Taylor themself who increase. By right with the economic condition for uk,it should be cheaper.0.o..that is my own assumption anyway.

For classmates,most of them focusing on study and study and study.

For dear,he is sick for almost a week and ah....hope he get well soon. Kinda lonely these few days..

Lastly,it goes to my dear housemates..someone broke my precious porcelain chopstick and just put it at the sink. I rather she throw it away so that i will not see it.The kitchen and living room is freaking "clean". And my landlord bought me a lousy ciplak air con that become malfunction every day. I need to reset it at least 5 times to 20 times per day. Damn to the max.

I try to calm myself everyday by playing nancy drew games. Gosh..I am so stuck in haunting castle of malloy. Lol! And i type this post using a blue font to calm myself down.

And hope next week is a better one.

Third week holiday

2010-06-22T13:40:00.004+08:00

I realised i have not been online for quite some times. Until sister tell me dear change his profile picture.
Aww..=). Its our picture with mercedez duno what series. He told me that car worth 2 million. ><.

Anyway,recently,i am busy doing things i love. My third week holiday is wonderful=) I solve 2 nancy drew games,i finished my piano lessons book at last and etc.Somehow,i like to make mysef busy but exclude the busy freaking awful moment in Taylor. Talk about that,My 1 year annivasay studying at Taylor is coming soon. Eew and yuck=(

Woohoo!!

2010-06-12T14:19:00.003+08:00

This 3 weeks,I am going to utilize my holiday efficiently=).

Finished!

2010-06-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

I finished my A level part 1=). By right,it is a happy news. The timetable they arrange is "claever". I have 10 papers in total. But i took 3 paperes and 2 weeks holiday and the rest all cramp in one week.
And we have 3 papers for the last day and i bought along my big luggage bag back. I read the plan and the map again and again a day before that. Firstly,cousin jian phan will accompany me to kelana station from subang by rapid kl bus,then from putra lrt i will stop at masjid jamek and change to ampang lrt to titiwangsa. But then i had forgotten saturday is a public holiday and all the tickets sold out. Worst is i did not buy the tickets earlier. And to take a bus to titiwangsa from subang,it takes almost two hours and i am half way through. Until my dear call me and said he just call some number and there is no more tickets!@#$%^&*(!!! I was at some lrt station that time. Reach home and back to my original place after 3 hours of going and coming back. Of course,mum and dad !@#$%^&*( me for not buying ticket earlier and !@#$%^&*().
As i am still new to taking buses in kl,i feel like vomit after my 3 hours awful journey go and back to subang. Half way dying,chee yuen called and ask me to go snowflake with a girl friend. Thanks god,i feel good after our mini yumcha until late evening,i went back and wanted to blog about this journey. 2nd case happen,my computer screen black out and i phone the computer guy he told maybe the system crash and etc as i move too much when carrying the laptop.Swt.
I know i cannot control anymore. I phone my dear and cry out loud. He feel shock of course and i forgotten what he said to comfort me,just know in the end i smile back.
Now i am back to my real home sweet home.=).
"happily ever after"

Jun's cooking

2010-05-24T13:51:00.004+08:00

I had 3 papers and had almost 2 weeks holidays before continuing my next 7 paper.
It was so boring to sit at home everyday.
Cook some simple one to motivate me=)

1. Fried rice

2. Steam Chicken with mushrooms

3. Spaghetti with minced chicken

4. Chicken porridge5. Mushroom noodle
^^

"Friends"

2010-05-09T18:33:00.003+08:00

Just 2 more days..and i will be having my finals.
1 week before this, i received a lot of messages from friends and "friends"
Friends ask how am i,all the best for exam..feel good chatting with ivan and yi hui
"Friends" text me the most last week. We did not talk much before and out of sudden they become my "closest friends" and "take turn" message me before exam.
Jun,can i borow ur business studies script?
Jun,can i photostat ur accounting notes?
Jun,can teach me thinking skills?(My thinking skills damn xxxx and sis laugh out loud when read this message)
Jun,lets study at the library k?
Jun,mind lending me ur economics price system notes???
Hey jun,can i have a tutor tutee accounting session with u?
Hey jun,i reach ur house door. Mind teaching me econs?
Its not that i am not willing to share my notes or share my stuff but i dun remember when is the last time we......
No one from them inform me when a teacher is absent or when we change our class
No one from them willing to teach me math when i have doubts on it,show the freaking sour face..
No one from them bother to listen my suggestion when we are having a discussion
No one from them bother to help me when i have problems in everything at class..
Anyway,i am not emo or angry k? I just receive a message from one of them and find it interesting to blog it out.
And i am not refering my whole class. Its just some of them.
Oh ya,i dont need such "friends"..

Caught for vandalism

2010-05-07T22:45:00.004+08:00

Vandalism is define as bla bla bla bla bla..
It causes social bla bla bla bla bla..
My law knowledge was not that good.
Vandalism is against moral principle but i am not so sure whether its against the law.

Cut the crap

Anyway.....

Happy 6 monthnivasary my dear=)

To Yik,

Well..I never did much for u. Even concentrate for exam next week until forgotten this meaningful day i had been mentioning for the past few months.But still,better late then never.=D. Oh ya,I wish that i could take back all the wrong things that i said and replace them with simply i love you instead TOO!

From Jun.

I hope everyday taylor business foundation is having their holiday!

2010-05-02T15:06:00.004+08:00

Was thinking where shall i start my story of the day..
Long time ago,i realise the more i wash my shirt using the washing machine provided by landlord,the dirtier it is. Especially black cloth. I see white spot and white dust all over my Body Glove black shirt and also my favourite Disney black shorts. That moment i thought there maybe two possibility. One is Body Glove and Disney manufacturer use cheap material. Second possibility is my stingy landlord use ciplak washing machine. I told and complain to my friends and to my surprise,they said that washing machine of my apartment is actually a good brand. Oops..i scold the wrong person,but still,if u realise,i dun wear black clothes anymore. Full with dust and white spot after the washing machine dried all the clothes.
P/S: That black Disney shorts was my favourite=(
Then come to the climax when one fine sunday, i chat with dear and mum at the kitchen through phone. Heard a loud voice from the washing machine..My heart was thinking where on Earth my landlord bought such things. Then dear complain its loud and noisy,so i decided to have a look. And this is what i found out..
That housemate from grig,perak darul ridzuan who never throw her damn rubbish before throw her damn dirty shoe inside a common washing machine!
@#$%^&*()_+!!!!
And why i choose that sentence to be my story title is because she study in taylor business foundation.
OMG...for those who saty in MY PLACE APARTMENT there is a big window beside the washing machine room and ya i know what u are thinking.............................................................but i was in a good mood today. If i saw this when i am having my pms,seriously i will really throw that shoe down from the third floor.
Not to mention her rubbish..
ARGH!!!!!!
Thanks god they are having their holiday before my AS exam.

i hope that holiday last forever....

2010-04-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

Everyone is talking about prom night recently. Of course some nerdy one include me talk about AS finals everyday. The one and only A level prom night will be held at the 11th of june at J.W Marriott. Hey are u going? U have a partner? Its grand right to have a prom night at J.W Marriott? Bla bla bla.. And no joke,price per entry is rm150. When i heard those events that night and the venue,my heart move. I almost wanted to go.Then i refresh my memory again.

Lets not talk prom night for a moment.
Talk about having a karaoke session in Kuantan and Kl.I try both place with different gangs of people. Its so cheap to sing at Sunway and its so not worth to sing at ECM. Yet,i enjoy the most when i am singing i Kuantan. 1st time is during see lip birthday. Sha lao sang "wo hui yong yuan ai ni dao lao"to me and i laugh whole night in dream that night. Second time is with my secondary school girlfriends. And i sang poker face with xin hui happily and stupidly rap those korean songs with yi hui. (Btw,I dun listen Korean songs). We laugh at each other out of tune voice until stomach pain. And the third time,i went with my classmate,at the big big sunway pyramid.The price is so much cheaper and the place is so much bigger than kuantan but it was so dissapointing. Maybe because of difference in culture? Anw,i feel so boring when classmates are singing and jumping happily. I took a bus back home alone that day before it ends.

So i made a conclusion.The one that make me enjoy is not how grand or how reasonable the price is..but its the person i go with that make everything worth. That goes the same to the prom.
Obviously,there is no one that can attract me to that prom night. It was a holiday and i thought my dear can join but then anis told me its only for Taylorian. And most of my girl friends from other class are not going as it was the january intake prom. Only my classmates are going and i dont want to repeat the boring history. But ya, it will be nice if i can go with my own girlfriends,chatting happily at the table or have a dance with my lover. That was my ideal prom night and not how grand how cheap.Hmm..I guess i will keep back my dress in my cupboard and wait for the next chance i have.
Oh ya,i found this at one of my old old old blog profile. With peggy=).

Esquire Kitchen

2010-04-18T18:17:00.003+08:00

If translate,erm..it will be wife biscuit. @@.I was not that sure whats the history behind it. Guess based on Ah Wong that movie,the husband want make his wife happy and make that for her???
If translate it,this is call hubby biscuit. Again,i duno whats the stry behind it. Hmm..maybe the wife make this biscuit for her hubby after his tired work??

Anyway,i prefer Lou Por biscuit. Five star.=).
Found in Esquire Kitchen.XD

Please tell me they are not girls!

2010-04-18T12:43:00.004+08:00

Went back hometown to have a peaceful holiday for a week. Everything was perfectly fine until i go back my apartment.
Had never been so angry before.
Its not that i count how much milk left inside the milk bottle and how many packets of noodles left. But i do know who use my stuff before. That time,i thought maybe housemates were hungry,so they have no choice but to "steal" my stuff without permission. Fine.
Then,there is a mini dustbin in my kitchen. NORMALLY only me and another 2 housemate cook. So its understood we take turn throw rubbish. Ya we did. But 3 of us are A-level student. So we had a peaceful holiday for a week. Left 2 housemate which are doing sam and foundation in business.And this is what happen to the house. Rubbish spilling out,Dead lizard lying there and none of them sweep it away,Food left uncover in the fridge..Terrible smell. My house already facing the restaurant which means flies and maggots are everywhere. The toilet is even worse. My thermometer burst today. She use my pot and the cooker without permission. I am willing to share actually. But induction once u open it will be standard 240 degree and u need to adjust the temperature because pots cannot stand more than 100 degree. I let u guys imagine what happen to the pot. Bought it for a few hundred bucks ok? Please,tell me they are not girls! And please dont try and rent a private house if u do not know how to clean ur house!!!!! Rent back taylor hostel and u get a cute maid to clean your house every week ! @#$%^&*()@!!!!!
I wish when i wake up tomorrow,my housemates are all gone.@@I remember a friend of mine said my housemate is pretty. But whats the damn use to have a pretty face but a dirty look.
Well. I guess no one understand my feeling now.
Anyway,1 week holiday finished. I bring half bag of books and did only 2 account questions. @@. But i had an awesome holiday with my family,lover and girlfriends.

Photo of the day

2010-04-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

The act cute guy in that picture is my dearest 1 and only brother. Eeew..lol! Found this in his profile.

Half day trip back to old school

2010-04-14T20:20:00.004+08:00

Yi hui said finally,we can take our spm certificate. That is the aim for visiting my old school. Plus i wanted to visit my long time no see friends and also have a look at dear. For the 1st time, dad ask me to drive alone to school. All this while dad siting beside me and i keep grumble how come so big still want someone sit beside and guide. But when dad say he is tired and want me to drive alone,i suddenly hope dad is beside me.@@. Feel so glad to reach home sweet home safely. After taking certs,we met girl friends under the big old tree. We chat and they congrats me. =). I am glad everyone is doing well. And all of them wearing the green uniform. Chuan li said its environment friendly.On the way to dear class,met ann ji. We know each other when we go for mr.khoo theory class. She was dear ex-classmate.Feel so nice chatting with her. She complain on the teachers and the handphone thingy and i listen and gossip until my dear search for me "angrily". I do feel guilty that time.
Later that day,i feel so touch when i just do a intro on my story of the day and haven start my story but he already understand what i wanted to say. LFLQ=). Overall,it was a wonderful day.^^

Reflection

2010-04-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

I was viewing a friend facebook profile. First comment appear in my mind was "stupid". Then i paused for a moment,refresh and realised."Hey,that was my last time.I did that before too." Now i know how people think of me when me myself was like the friend of mine. Of course,i will not repeat those silly things again.=)

Little update

2010-04-07T10:45:00.003+08:00

1st and foremost, high five for me and dear 5-monthnivasary=).
2ndly,i finished my trials at last..XD
Last but not least, i am coming back to home sweet home in 3 days time..=p

Can Do

2010-03-25T21:47:00.005+08:00

You CAN DO everything, but not all at once.
You CAN DO everything, if it’s important enough for you to do.
You CAN DO everything, but you may not be the best at everything.
You CAN DO everything, but there will be limitations.
You CAN DO everything, but you’ll need help
(Found this in the student portal and posted by our business studies lecturer)

I sat down and tell myself no matter how hard it is,i will try my best.
And well,half of my class are sime darby and petronas scholars,and the other quarter who are not scholar are study freak.
Thats why lecturer keep exaggerate on how important trial is which totally stress me up.
Anyway,its just a trial.
Writing all these to calm myself down.
After that 10 days,i guess i will take a rest. Of course,bringing back some books.
And for the coming trial,
90% prepare for account.
80% prepare for econ
70% prepare for business
The other two will be below 50%..@@.
Hmm..

Never break 4 things in your life

2010-03-05T20:16:00.002+08:00

Found these in one of the poster at old kawan kopitiam,

Never break 4 things in your life

1. Trust
2. Promise
3. Relation
4. Heart

Because when they break, they don't make noise but suffer in silence.

Hmm..nice and meaningful.I will follow this in life=)

Everything

2010-02-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

I remember there was one year the chinese valentine day got the same day with the western valentine day.
And this year the 1st day of chinese new year was also the western valentine day.
I celebrate both.
Red was the chinese new year theme.
And heart and lock was the valentine theme.
Fate and miracle.
It was a simple yet meaningful day for us two.

Went out pavilion with family.
Music kinda noisy.
Really not suit for a mall selling such high end product.
Back to family.
It was only a small group of us.
Watch lion dance and took some pictures.
Its the last day and i had a great time with them.

Then i was chatting with a good friend of mine,
We chat.
I wish i would have the time to chat more..
But anyway,
The last message before goodnight,
My good friend sent me;
We are best friends always=)
In my heart;
I appreciate you my friend,best friend always.

Was not really happy as i was facing some study problem and classmates problem.
As usual.
From the start of this blog until now.
That two problem sounds like a never ending story.
Friends and family say business class is easy and what type of people also can study.
Kinda insulting to hear that.
And A2 was really a big leap compare to As and classmate kiasu and selfish attitude irritates me.
Plus some "history" problem.
Got headache whenever that number is calling my phone or whenever i got his message.
I try my best not to shout.
But my heart is shouting.
How i wish xxxxxxxx...

But then come to think about it, after writing that first three paragraph,is it worth to raise my thermometer to 99.999999999 degree because of these???
Next week,a new week..
Recall back what i learn in Buddha Class..
Hmm..
Suddenly got a thought..
Appreciate Forgive Tolerate.
I will try again tomorrow.

Chinese new year

2010-02-17T17:51:00.002+08:00

While everyone is still celebrating,i am back to subang..
Its not where i belong..
But its where i pursue my study dream..
And my class which has only a minority chinese has no chance to extend our holiday like other class,so lessons start tomorrow as usual.
Plan to meet my friends and visit their house..
Never had the chance to do so..
Because all this while i was celebrating at kl..
Become a aero princess when i promise ivan and gang to visit their house at the third day of chinese new year but end up going back to kl when mum suddenly change her mind.
And din turn up on xin ling farewell party too..
That day,we were stuck with traffic jam for 2 hours at karak and bentong highway..
And the journey took 5 or 6 hours..from kuantan to kl@@
And ya,when i reach grandma house straight serve with nice food..
Fried prawn,braised sea cucmber and fish bladder,cantonese style steam fish,steam chicken, cantonese ginger duck and mastard vege soup.
Cantonese food is always my favourite.
And homecook cantonese food is always number one in my heart.
28 person in a small house. Kinda warm..
Then after dinner,i notice this year chinese new year is unlike the past few years..
I remember last time,we cousins of the same age range will group together and play cho dai d and fight table to play mahjong. And sambil play sambil chat..
Talk whatever things without barriers and borders..
Then we will play firework outside the house happily..
This year,i just stick with sis and bro at a corner..like the other and listening the adults keng gai..
And zero communication with most cousins..
I duno why..
Anyway,i guess my chinese new year end here.
But one thing,i saw my mum chat until very happy with aunts and uncles last night.

Deep inside my heart,if u ask me which day i enjoy the most with my family..
I would say its the last day before tiger year. Where we suppose to have our tuan yuan fan. Mum cook a simple meal. Fried egg,chinese saussage,wax duck,a fried simple vege and ABC soup. And 5 of us eat and chat together before dad went to China..
Chinese new year end after 15days,mine end after today..
Maybe as i grow older,i feel uneasy with big function with lots of people..thats why i dun feel happy last night??
Or maybe because i seldom expose to big function and thats why i find it hard to join such a big group topic?
Or maybe because i see everyone dun feel like talking and thats why i dun talk either??
Whatever the reasons are,
Still,i wish everyone a happy chinese new year=).

Another Friday

2010-02-05T20:02:00.004+08:00

So that song is call Kiss the rain..
I always have trouble downloading songs because i only know the song melody but not the singer or song name.
Was not that happy today when i found out my idea was being copy..
I know it is just moral but....ok.fine. I found kiss the rain .
After that went to Sunway to shop for Chinese New Year..
Shop for 6 hours and bought something which is not for me. Classmate was like swt.
Saw those acrobatic dancer performing.
And i notice there is a mini Ferris Wheel at sunway.I think its only for kids. Stand and dream for quite a long time while waiting sarrah. It was always my dream to ride the Ferris Wheel.
Dad promise will bring me go genting after my UPSR and now i finishing pre-u also have not got the chance to do so. That explain why the first place i want to go when i start working is genting theme park and not others.
It was another awesome Friday anyway=)

This long week..

2010-01-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

I forgot how this week start..
Sem 2 is really a mess..
My AS exam is coming but teacher is teaching A2 syllabus..
I was like study a little bit of AS and a little bit of A2..
Then AS and A2 result is out..
Some are happy and some are sad..
And a few of them choose to resit their exam and some even defer 1 semester. .
I told myself if i cannot get 5As i will be resitting my AS this december..
And i just paid rm880 for my AS exam.
And left just rm30 cash until chinese new year.
Due to liquidity problem,i become a vegetarian and visit the rm2 vegetarian shop everyday.
But seriously,it taste good. Just that its a bit far from here.
Then the story began..
Girl ABC borrow my maxis modem..
And i told her my broadband can only support up to 1.5gb.
She borrow overnight and return me the next day and i was shock to see 250mb usage used last night.
How on earth she can use 250mb in one day.@@
Look at the positive side,at least when she return,my modem still look nice and perfect.
Then Girl DEF wanted to use internet the following night..(emergency)
And she does not have a laptop.
So i borrow both my modem and laptop to her.
Forget about the usage,she lost my modem cover and claim that when i give her,the modem cover is already not there.
I try hard to look positive but i cun.
This modem is a present from my dad.
So that i wun go out inti late at night to online.
And i guess dad want to motivate me..to study..
And now,the cover is lost.
It maybe does not mean anything to you..
But i am the type of person that will treasure everything given to me especially from the one i love..
Besides,i am only renting the maxis modem. And it need to be return once i discontinue the broadband service.
Now i lost the cover,i really no idea how much i need to pay..rm200??
Then saw Girl GHI selfish side.
Human can be so selfish..
Its a really ugly side..
Selfish and KIASU..
And saw girl JKL fake side.
I duno how to describe.
Just feel irritate.
And i found out i was cheated by Girl MNO. Damn!
I try to think the reason for her to lie.
I understand why she lie to me but i cannot accept.
Overall this week i m feeling dissapointed with my girl ABC,DEF,GHI,JKL,MNO..
Then goes to Good Friday
I am feeling tired. Mentally.
Cun concentrate for the whole day.
I try my best to absorb everything.
Oh ya,guess what? I did not talk to anyone during class.
Except when i try to clear my academic doubts with math pro heng.
DIfferentiation is driving me mad.
Then had moral for our last period of the day.
I feel so touch to meet my dear pahang friends.
Have a nice chat with mr.tong.
He change a lot.
Talk about sha lao, mr.tong gf, how are we going back kuantan during cny and etc..
And i had a nice chat with my pahang girlfriends too. Tay tay and yin tong.
After that,i think my moral project with my team mates was rated the best among the other.So we are invited to give ICPU student a talk and share our experience with the HIV orphan with them.I felt so nervous to share my feeling in front of so many "strangers". Basicly,i just say what i write in my previous blog post to them. They ask a lot of questions. ICPU style. But it feels good when i heard the applause. It was the first time i gt an applause. I mean a sincere applause.
Then have a tutor tutee session with satwin for account and then i went straight to listen a talk about economic degree and working in the central bank.
Then try to cook something nice for myself. But argh. The taste is weird. So just went out alone for dinner and bump with rian and terrence. End up,i had pizza.
Of course,for this whole busy week..there is still someone stay beside me,listening me grumbling this and that...
I guess thats all.
Its a long post..
I duno why i wrote so long.
In a conclusion,i love friday=)

D+A+M+N

2010-01-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!=(

Charity + Moral Project

2010-01-17T18:49:00.006+08:00

Went out almost 12 hours 2day..
Not shopping but when out for charity..
And moral project..
We dont know how to contact the orphanage around pj and end up going somewhere between cheras and ampang.
Sounds near at 1st but after the call,we realised there is no ampang line at kl sentral. Last minute work..
And how we start the journey,have a walk with irwin and saran frm taylor 2 subang ktm for half an hour early in the morning to meet with the others. Before we reach,we went lost at ss15 itself 4 half an hour.Go and come back with ktm,kelana lrt,ampang lrt,taxi,rapid kl and satwin mercedez cars.Thanks to the public transport. Supposely we can reach there 30 minutes by car but end up 3 hours by public transpot.This orphanage is different with the others as in their parents were all hiv patients.Currently,there were 55 kids. A few of them look pale yet energetic when see 9 of us came.
She is just one month old. And her head was so soft..Was quite afraid to carry her@@
This is what we call "curi minum"..

And the one i love the most..just 1 year old..

Only the indian girl Satwin is from my classmate. Other are my pahang girl friends and new friends from the engineering class. Total donations is rm141 cash and rm80 presents and 60 boxes of chocolate milk sponsored by the photostat shop uncle . Small amount but its sincere from our heart=)
Lots of phone calls and preparation.Busy busy days.How i wish sha lao was there too and guess what,he was really there today. He was at kelana lrt dang wangi and i was at kelana lrt masjid jamek. We were so near.. I dont know whether we got the same train or not but........

Its tomorrow

2010-01-12T19:39:00.006+08:00

Its tomorrow..
The 1st day of semester 2..
The normal new year will be 1st January2010
Chinese new year will be 14th February2010
And jun yee new year falls on 13th January2010
After tomorrow,
Everyday school start exactly at 8 and end as early as 2 and as late at 4..
Its not the 1st time i step in pb6..
But feeling nervous and kinda phobia right now..
A lot of questions running in my mind..
Will i be late tomorrow?
Who will be sitting beside me?
Who is the one i met 1st?
How shall i answer if they ask my grade?
And a lot of different version rumor spreading this and that person is dropping that subject and leaving a level..
但是应该走的不走，不应该走的就走..
Anyway,
Whatever happen and whoever leaving,
I know once i choose A-level that combination of subjects..
I will not leave the program nor drop any of the subjects i took!
Except moral and thinking skill if possible..
So without using calculator,
Basicly start from tomorrow until the end of my last paper is 10 months.
Part A-PB6 and me
We will be seeing each other for 10 month.
Minus 1 month of AS and 1 month of A2 external exam,
Minus 1 month of AS and A2 trial,
Adding the holiday which is 1 month,
Minus from total,
We will be seeing each other for 6 month.
Part B-Me and him
Using prudence concept..
~ Anticipate all "holiday" and realise "days we will be meeting each other "only when recognise~
Assume miles set us apart for 10 months,
According to the timetable in portal,
The day i finish my paper is estimated 2 be 19 or 21st..
Which is his 1st stpm paper..
So add up his 1 month exam,
Its 11 months..
Miles set us apart temporary for 11 months..

In a nutshell,i will enjoy my last 6 months with my classmates and i will wait and stay tough for that 11 months to.............

Signing off with study and excited mood

Final part of my holiday

2010-01-10T16:06:00.010+08:00

Back after 1 month plus 1 week of holidays. Spend the last 21 days at kuantan happily.
Ate mum home cook food and heart to heart talk with bro and sis everyday.
Then sing k and watch movies with girl friends,celebrated see lip birthday,yc with friends,play badminton..
Celebrated christmas ,his birthday for the 1st time,count down 2gd and spent a lot of time happily with him.

For the last day in kuantan,play badminton with tm and his sis. Have a nice chat with him. It had been years i did not touch a badminton racquet. I thought i will be picking up balls more than hitting but end up i hit the balls more than picking. Feel successful=)

And that night,being lied again by sha lao. Say want go kim kee eat his favouritte hokkien mee and end up bringing me 2 a steak house. Such "pro" lie also he dare to tell and such lie also i will believe@@. Being lied 2nd time when he told me something stuck in his car booth and wanted me go down and check.It was indeed a surprise when i open and saw a bouquet of roses. Its the 1st time i received flower from someone and i dont know how to react and paused for a few seconds. And its not just odinary roses,he bought real roses and fake roses togther. I was like surprise when he remembered everything i told him before.In my heart,i read he bought her 2 roses and a fake one,and said "i will love you till the last rose dies" That was his writings and so far,it was the one i love the most. We dance one last time and refresh back how we spend the 21 days together. And before i went back home,we promise each other that we will.......and i try to hold my tears as mum is waiting for me inside.

And before i left,manage 2 play a song from secret i cant tell. I saw a white myvi pass by when i wanted 2 water those roses. Its not him but the same car made me..argh!

Now,back 2 kl.There is no one in the apartment when i come back,and landlord did a big renovation and change living room into another sleeping room,and the renovation mess make my unit look like a haunted house.
Good news is dad bought a maxis broadband but i request to get the 1.5GB modem although the promoter try to persuade dad 2 gt the 3GB modem. As i wanted 2 control myself.Its time to start study seriously.

No more sighing but wondering.
Wondering how my new housemates will look like.
Wondering how many tonnes of homework lecturer giving this week.
Wondering how much my classmates had study.
It will be a tough year.

2009

2009-12-31T01:41:00.005+08:00

Celebrated my last hour of the year for the 1st time.Review back,this year,i taste victory and failure..

1st 3 months of 2009,selected for national service. I saw different types of people from different place and different world. Play hard,sleep hard and work hard at that place. Kayak,flying fox and slping on chair will always be my memories. And thanks to Swee yie and my fellow dorm mates,they were the one who make me pass through the 72 days successfully.

The next 3 month was like my relax quarter month..Play facebook game everyday,Learn driving,Spend every single moment with family and that 3 month i manage to play my favourite song without mistake,swim and gym every week. Some say i wasted that 3 month but i don't think so. Its a rare chance to do everything u like 4 3 months.

4 my study,i choose a level. There are not many choice for jun intake. Maybe inspired by cousins and chee yuen,maybe i wanted to try one more time,or maybe i feel a level is more world recognise ,i choose a level. And for the subjects i took,after having lots of argurment with parents,i still insist to choose the one i love and confident at. Human are flexible. From accounting,i find economics interesting. Which one to choose? I am still working on it. But i knew i am aiming to ntu and nus. Sounds like a dream but u will never have a dream come true if u dun have a dream. Of course,i will work hard for thet dream no matter how tough the road is.

After choosing my study path,i went through another new life.I remember the 1st day,me,jonathon,sharon and junwei were searching our class through the map of taylor. We went to different classes and i was shocked when i step in my class. Not because of the new face but all are malays and foreigner... That moment,my heart was "cursing" taylor,pay so much go this type of class. Surprisingly,jon had the same situation with me. But he manage 2 change his class.
That 1st month i had a serious insomnia. Can say did not sleep well for a month. That month only jonathon and kai gor chee yuen were there. Go out lunch together with jon and watch movie with chee yuen and we message every night. Slowly, i learn to accept my class. Learn to accept people from different races. They are not bad after all.That 3 months,i learn to be lonely,learn 2 be strong and learn to be tough.

The last 3 months was like the climax and symbol of 2009. I met a special person and a special friend. Thanks to that special friend,i met that special person.Found out someone got the same dream with me. He support whatever decision i made,motivate me whenever i feel lazy and accompany me whenever i feel lonely. Thx to him. I start bringing my smile to class.
And the last 3 months,i manage to catch up all the As syllabus. Got 2A1B1C and 1E. Maybe i was overconfident for As math. For acccounting,just 1 more mark i gt 3A. Sigh..Well,I always hear people saying real man promise. Now this is a real woman promise and so,i promise myself i will work harder next year.

I guess thats all. After reading my past posts,suddenly feel successful for having today and gratitude for having an awesome family,awesome friends and awesome lover.

Holiday Part 2

2009-12-23T11:54:00.003+08:00

At last..
Back 2 my hometown..

Had a 3days 2 night trip with family at ipoh..
Play some mini game with lil cousin..
Watch tvb movies..
Nice trip..
Anw,I notice ipoh ppl wake up and clsoe shop really early..

Den,It was his birthday eve..
N i did the blurest thing on earth..
Say until very loud i wanted to treat sha lao a secret recipe cake..
In d end..
500m b4 reaching secret recipe i realised i fgt 2 bring my PURSE==!!!
Luckily besides dat,everything went out smoothly..
Eat,dance,sang and countdown..
I was happy when he told me he was really happy
It was the 1st time i celebrated birthday with someone without pressure n worries..
N seriously,i enjoy dat night a lot=)

Results is out..
I try 2 grab dat letter b4 dad bt i woke up late@@so dad gt it 1st.
Lalala..
Grade A,B,C,E
Mum was not really happy..#.#
Btw,I dun really like ppl commenting on my results except my own subject lecturers..

Hmm..
17 days more i will be back 2 taylor..
Its time 2 hv some gathering n yc with all my dear friends..

Holiday Part 1

2009-12-12T14:07:00.001+08:00

Last last week..
She say i lost weight d..
Face also become thinner..
Can c my panda eye 2
N after my 1 week of holiday..
吃饱就睡
N
好吃好住
She say my face become rounder..
N i check my weight..
Oops!
Immediate effect..~.~

6 month no chance 2 watch tv..
Kedekut landlord was not willing 2 buy even a small 1..
2day,
I watch 6 hrs of tv..
TVB n some disney classic cartoon=).
Sis n bro keep ngam me..

Then,I was blogging at 1 utama..
Until a 3 yrs old baby boy bang over my laptop n cry..
Aww..
He is so cute..
N his small lil hand holding my hand..
2 bad,his mum is looking at me..=(
If not...=)

The main thing i wanted 2 say is
I m really happy right now
Seriously,
I really wish next year wun come so fast...
Think of next year,i dream of nightmare..
Think of next week,i sense sweet dream 2nite=D

Another 1 left

2009-12-11T22:51:00.004+08:00

Plan 2 post dos pictures i took last time 4 my class in2 da class blog..
As some of dos pics is needed by da class 2 do da profile page.
Den only found out my memory card reader left at home..=(.
Upload next time den..
So hv a look with my class blog..
N realised yik khong,another member of my class withdrawn a level.
Sigh..
又少了一个华人..
He is one of my jalan jalan cari makan gang..
N he is the first chinese in my class hu talk 2 me..
I still rmb..
Hey,r u a malaysian?
Ya..of cz i am
Oh..i thought u from hong kong. Anw,spm or o lvl?
I only remember up 2 thr..
V bcome gd fren until..........
I mention dat last time..dun wish 2 mention again..
Anw,if u c dis..
Its nice 2 gt u as fren,yik khong!
2 my classmates,i will upload da pic soon. sorry 2 hv u guys waiting..

The End of semester 1

2009-12-06T16:56:00.007+08:00

Finally..1 semester finish. 2 more semester 2 go..
Finally..6 month pass..
Finally..i can rest..
Dat 1 week exam..i really try my very best..
Recall back..
Dat 6 month..
Is like another new life..
1st time i study so much
1st time dance all nite=)
1st time some1 hold a cake and wish me a happy birthday
1st time watch football(blur~ppl shout GOAL i was like @@)
N oso 1st time felt so lonely
1st time go to class without talking wif anyone
1st time feel like slapping ppl
Given me another chance,i may not go national service..
Its true i learn a lot thr,expose with different types of frens..
However, when i come in2 taylor..seeing dos hu same age wif me gt their petronas n sime darby scholarship,n dos hu din gt r all younger den me..wads ur feeling? I feel like i m being left out..n old although ppl keep telling me age is nt a matter n bla bla bla..
Given me another chance?I vil join january intake n "defer" plkn.
But...
Thrs no way 2 turn back..n life still need 2 go on no matter hw many "gv me another chance" i say n wish..
N i m better den a lot of unfortunate ppl hu make their so call wrg choice..
Because thr is always someone beside me n supporting me whenever i feel lonely or angry o dissatisfied with someone in class..
In my secondary sch,i found memories
In plkn,i m xpose 2 different type of ppl
In taylor,i met reality..
Thr r ppl hu r really rich in my class..gt their own personal driver..wore diff types of fashion everyday
Thr r a lot of kiasu ppl in my class 2..
Thr r ppl hu travel around the whole world bt duno whr is pahang n kuantan. I sometime tell ppl i m frm kuantan n sometime i say i frm pahang n ppl thought i come frm 2 different place.=x. N proudly,dey say oh jun yee,i only travel 2 beijing,kwongton,shanghai..din go dat type of place de..
But no doubt,thr r some really nice 1..
1 of my best fren in pb6..heng da math pro..
P/S: Its jz a normative statement dat i regret joining ns.As i know some of u may say ns is fun n u learn a lot of things n make a lot of frens n u wun regret n bla bla bla..u can disagree in other place bt nt here.I already did a cost benefit analysis n going ns really need a big opportunity cost~Btw,its jz a normative statement n nt a positive statement. Kindly clarify da difference between dis 2..

Sometimes,i feel !@#$^& when ppl hu din xperience a same situation like me b4 say i shudnt think like dis n lalalalala..

Talk bout plkn,cousin jia wei was selected..n he wanted 2 defer n jun yee totally support him=).

As thr is no 1 frm my class from pahang,so c u guys next year!!!

Btw,i cun log in facebook n msn=(. N no digi line in my hse=((. Need go near window 2 reply msg..Yer...feel like isolating with da world=(((

Dis holiday..i just wana hv a good rest...........n reunion with my family n fellow dear frens in kuantan n of cz,hv a really good time with sha lao=)

101 post~

2009-11-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

In 8 month..
I had written 100 posts..
Feel proud~
2 bad..No time 2 review..

Anw,
9 more days 2 exam
N 13 more days 2 holiday..=)

While satvin(da gal bside me) had fully prepared 4 exam,
I m fully prepare 2 balik kuantan..=x
N 99% prepare 4 holiday
80% prepare 4 econ n accounting
65% prepare 4 math
50% prepare 4 bns
0% for thinking skill
N of cz,negative % 4 moral..

Dats all..
Studyyyy time...
A lot more nd 2 brush up..

Think positive=)

2009-11-15T18:25:00.002+08:00

15 more days 2 final=(
But 20 days more 2 holiday=)

S.T.R.E.S.S

2009-11-12T16:31:00.006+08:00

Stress..
Especially seeing them..
Sacrificing their lunch 2 group study,
Asking me how much i had touch business text...
Starting work once dey go back home..
=(
N me..
Going jalan jalan cari makan every lunch break..
Slping more den 10 hours during weekend..
Read only half of wad dey read..
Proud dao~

Jun yee warning 2 next year junior when signing up in taylor..
Pls inform da registration counter specifically dat u DUN want 2 study in da scholar class..
If not,u vil b like me...
SienzZzZzZzZz..
N half mad half stress
I wonder hw i will survive in class if no 1 msg me..........
Its just too much..
!@#$$%^&~*(~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm..
Anw,
Had da most expensive breakfast n lunch 2day..
Had a 1.5 hours nap..
Rejecting all classmates calls..
Despite da opportunity cost i sacrifice wic is less time is used 4 study..
Thx god,
I feel beta nw=)

O ya..
Learn a lesson 2day..
N an idiom 2..
Sediakan payung sebelum hujan
When i reach home,hsemate look at me n said i look like just coming up frm swimming pool

==
Nw..
I duno my headache is bcz of da rain or dem..

High School Memories

2009-11-07T00:42:00.005+08:00

Din realised i had been blogging 4 4 yrs..n wif 4 blogs..wif omos hundreds of posts.i noe 4 is an unlucky numbers=x.
Anw,read back my old blog..
Din realised i used 2 be anti bio club president..=D. Proud dao~==
Din realised i used 2 love chemistry a lot..
N i recall back dat moment 924when i msg my kai gor n burst in2 tears when he pick up da phone..
Dos time keng sam xi wif bro chee yuen
Dos time bro chee yuen teman me tugas when he haven shift 2 catholic..
N dos time i so called group study wif my gfs peggy n xin yi bt end up eat n chat at their hse.Bt of cz study a bit bit oso lar..=p.
N talking wif xin yi 4 hours during class until sepereated n scold by math tcher 4 talking in class
N dos time pinching chibi aka kar june ear (Sory lar i didnt mean it=D)
Listening chee keong love story
Listening ban zhang priscilla shout n ask da class 2 be quiet especially da 1 bside her=x
SOS Ee yeng da math n physic pro
Msging kelvin kou
Laughing when mohan n xin hui is chasing
Commenting some look nt bad de guys wif gal frens
Commenting kayu foo wif peggy
Gossiping~(hol "world" news)
Laugh until stomach pain afta listening joon hau n kee kung lame jokes
Listening swee yie n chuan li jokes n football topic(btw,my football knowledge is reaching negative)
Admiring da sweet couple xin nee n yew hau
O ya..
Dos time kawad under hot sun..
Dos time training 4 state comp..
Dos time v work 2gd 2 win..
Wif li ann,shu ting,farah n xia toong..
Doing short case n long case..
Treating fracture 4 short case n fold bed sheet 4 long case..
Brushing boots til shining 4 uniform inspection..
N dos time listening my favourite st.john junior vincent hew sweet talk..lol.
"Jun yee,dun sad..no ppl wan u i wan u"==
"Jun yee,vry hot lar..v kawad under da tree k?"
"Belanja u eat sweet"
"Lolipop?"
"Sarjan . Jun yee"
N dos time listening f1 juniors calling me
Jie jie..(seldom ppl called me jie jie as evry1 tot i m da youngest in family@#$%%^&*)
Oso choir..dos time wif yi von..
Dats part of my high sch memory..
Wif my buddies..
Btw,
When i m writing dis,my heart is smiling..=)

Pre exam

2009-10-31T00:40:00.003+08:00

She say the final exam timetable is out bt i cun find it in my portal=(

Its 30 days more frm 2day n da result will sent back home=(

Evryone is studying=(

Anw,i gt a lil dream..

In dis final exam..

I dream 2 gt 5As..

=)

Blank

2009-10-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

I cun write anything here at all..
Chee yuen blog bcome nicer a lot since he privatise it..feel more real..n feel different.
Hmm...i vil follow u(copy frm digi).XD.

18

2009-10-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Finally,i m 18=D.
Legal 2 go everywhr nw..
N my birthday..
Its a special one.
Calls,presents,wishes through sms,msn n fb,cake,flower,bubble talk..
From frens and family..
Thanks=p.

Gt a lot more 2 write..but..

confident?

2009-10-13T20:42:00.005+08:00

Suddenly think of something when reading chee yuen blog,
Sometime things that you like is the one that u r confident with,
Dats a nice one.
But what if..
The one that u like more is not the one u feel confident??
Or the one you have a higher confident at is not the one u like?
A lot people or i can say is everyone dat ask me what i study now after listening my answer will ask y i want to choose business stream n not the science stream?
I don't really like economics and business studies last time..look at it feel like fainting
I like chemistry..a lot..n physics 2.
And when the result was out,gt a dissapointed in dos sciences subjects..
Feel dissapointing is not because gting a bad one but gettina a nt i expected one.
Den i make a decision n choose the one i more confident at..n also the one i think i more pro at
Which is business stream..
Slowly..
I fall in love with economics..n accounting(although i dun really like the teacher)
Or i relate with another case.
Used to thought dat the one dat will be good friend with me in taylor will be them as we are the same kind.
Then 2day i realise the one that understand me the most is her.......
When thinking skill teacher ask who want to go ntu next time? Pls go to the programme office n bla bla bla..
I was dreaming n was shock when she know my dream n shout my name..
Din know as days pass,i slowly tell her everything and she is the one that know me the most in class..
Human r flexible..
Things that u dun like last time may change..
Things u like before may also change..
Include in a relationhip..

People say choose the one u LOVE. But if u have no more confident at the one u love,whats the point of choosing ur so called the one u love?

Discover something 2day. Human r flexible..or maybe some don't. But i know i AM no matter in studies,friends or in a relationship..

Equation of the day:
As love is not equal to like,
Like n confident,i choose confident.
This is apply to every case include studies,relationship,friendship n.....bt except family lar. Lol!
And the one u feel confident slowly will develop to love

Trade n drop

2009-10-10T00:24:00.004+08:00

Just learn international trade 4 economics 2ay n nw i trade wif gtm..

After 3 month++ in taylor,
someone in my class drop econ,
2 of dem dropping math,
another 2 of dem planning 2 drop business studies soon.

Talk about dropping,thr is a moment whr i dislike my class until i wanted 2 drop business studies!! Dat time i rmb chee yuen n loi find me evryday.N i try mix wif da malay..n i suvive. =D. Proudly~Nw i wun drop a single sub till da end of a lvl..

The class is ok 4 me nw..sometimes quite enjoy.
Just dat,sometimes i find her 2 serious...gosh~scareed me..=x.

== ++My Diary++==

Kindergarten Day

Unusual Dream

Unfair-ness

Quotes from Warren Buffer

My Horrible Scar

My 20th present

Chinese New Year Day 8

Chinese New Year Day 6

Disaster

Future accommodation

Blogger setting changed?

Red Paper Cutting

First Job

2012!!! =D

Sunway Condominium Hostel Management

Stay or leave?

二十大寿

Argh

2nd Sem break of 2nd semester in Sunway

Unlimited words

Sem 2 Life

Sem 2 at Sunway

Equity

How are you?

Sigh

Happy holiday

致:我未来的丈夫 （转自cousin chee yan）

Quote of the Day 2

Quote of the Day

First week of uni

Day one

New 'house'

Close one eye

One week more

A crow and a rabbit

Update again

Secret garden

A Friend of mine

Another update

Update?

幸福很簡單。

Mission Possible

Family problem

"Holiday"

Embarrassed

Lousy Taylor

Class Photo

Joke of the day

160M, My Place Apartment,SS15

My first holiday task

Life 10 years ago

学会高傲的活着！

Holiday Planning

The end of pre u

猪朋狗友

真的只是有时候

写给所有累了的女孩子

Comptine d'un autre été: l'après midi

Peaceful music

A level Mini conclusion

Recent problems

Updates for July

1st week of semester 3

Third week holiday

Woohoo!!

Finished!

Jun's cooking

"Friends"

Caught for vandalism

I hope everyday taylor business foundation is having their holiday!

Esquire Kitchen

Please tell me they are not girls!

Photo of the day

Half day trip back to old school

Reflection

Little update

Can Do

Never break 4 things in your life

Everything

致:我未来的丈夫（转自cousin chee yan）